Help me Forget.

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(Helena's POV)

I let Grayson hug me, mainly because I felt so alone. I had broken down earlier that morning, breaking anything I could see. I had anger issues, it was something I could control most of the time but when Grayson still hadn't came back, I lost it. Ethan tried his best to calm me, hugging me and reassuring me that he would come home, he even took me to the warehouse to look for him but by no surprise, he wasn't there. As he wrapped his arms around me, my face met his shirt. It smelt like him but there was something scarily familiar. Black Opium. I pushed away, my heart beating in my ears. It can't be. He didn't go to Claudia's, why would he do that? My mind was whirring, stitching two and two together. He slept with her. I couldn't believe it. "No... please tell me you didn't.." His eyes closing slightly as I stepped away. I could tell that he knew what I was about to say, he wasn't good at hiding his feelings. "You stayed at Claudia's didn't you?" my voice weary. I could feel the room spinning as I touched my stomach. I was going to be sick. "Helena.. hear me out" I hear Grayson say, though he was so close to me it felt so distant. I turn to run to the bathroom and he grabbed my arm, stopping me. I compose myself, ripping my arm from his grip. "Get the FUCK off of me. Who do you think you are? Walking in here acting like I'll be okay knowing that you took advantage of the only friend I could trust. You make me sick. Why don't you go back to her and fuck her again? I'm sure you'd LOVE that. Was it worth it? Was she better than me?" I go on, stepping towards him. "I bet it felt great when you were inside her, fucking her till she cums. Was it? WAS IT?" I scream, pushing him aggressively. I completely lost it, shoving him up against the front door. He didn't say a word, letting me badger him. "I can't fucking believe you. Leave." I hiss, walking away. I don't look back until I hear the door close. I drop, collapsing onto the floor in a ball. Suddenly, Ethan's door opens and he grabs me, picking me up into his arms, I sob, cuddling up to him. "Shhh.. It's okay.." He soothes, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. I look up to face him. 

My face changes, my mind set on one thing. "Fuck me." I say, demanding. "What?" he questions. He looked confused, not expecting me to say that. "You heard me. Fuck me. I don't want to think about anything but your body on mine" I whisper, closing the gap between our faces, kissing him deeply. I jumped, wrapping my legs around him as he kept me up, still with our lips locked together. He turned, walking to his bedroom. He had the 1975 playing in the background, Robbers was on. He kept it slow, it was different and I liked it. Lying me on his sheets, he began removing my clothes, running his hands on sensitive parts that made me shiver. He kissed my neck, taking his time to make me feel the mood. I grabbed the headboard, letting him take control. I let out a soft moan as he started going lower, he looked up, staring in my eyes as he reached my v-line. He spread my legs, tracing his fingers over my lace. "Ethan.." I groan, wanting him inside me. He pulls down his pants, leading his dick over my panties. Teasing, I started to get wetter. Grabbing my lace, he pulls them off slowly, the tension killing me. I respread my legs, biting the tip of my nail to stop myself from shoving him inside of me. I need to be patient I think to myself. He loved to watch me squirm as he chuckled darkly. He could see I was going to shout for him to put it in, so he did. I let out a scream of delight as he perfectly hit my g-spot as usual. It was different with Ethan, he may not have been as big as Grayson but he sure did know to make me cum quickly. He leaned over me, taking me in for a kiss as he moved in and out of me. I gasped against him as I could feel my body start to shake in delight. "Don't.. stop.." I whimpered against him as he sped up, pounding perfectly. I arched my back and head, giving him the advantage to suck on my neck, making me moan louder. "I'm going to cum!" I scream. Every single muscle in my body tensed up as he pumped inside of me one last time, cumming onto him. I shook vigorously as I came back down, dropping my back down onto the bed. I relaxed, grabbing Ethan's face, kissing him passionately. I felt so attached but at the same time, I couldn't get Grayson off my mind. I loved him still, but the anger in me made me want to fuck Ethan till I passed out. Fuck it. I grabbed Ethan, rolling him over so I was lying on top of him. Settle Down came on, the speed of it was a lot faster than Robbers, I liked that. 

I giggled while he chuckled as I kissed him again, rubbing my hands onto his chest, feeling his defined abs. My hand wandered, eventually reaching his still hard dick. I grabbed it, shoving it straight inside of me. The shock of pleasure made me scream, letting go of his lips, tilting my head back to then start moving up and down. I was about to take control when Ethan grabbed onto my hips, lifting me slightly so he could thrust into me. I placed my hands onto his chest, staring down into his eyes while I moaned softly. He was moving fast already, my body vibrating in waves of pleasure. His eyes were dark and concentrated, I knew he wanted more. "Fuck yes..." I gasped biting my lip. That did it. He slammed into me, somehow making me cum instantly. He hit my g-spot, as my whole body erupted, my muscles clamping onto his dick. "Oh my god!" I let out, moving my hands off his chest to the sheets, gripping them hard. As I came down from my orgasm, I began moving again grinding on his dick. I wanted him to cum for me through sex, not a blowjob. As I grinded on him, I latch onto his neck, hearing him groan in pleasure. "Do whatever you want with me to make you cum" I whisper in his ear seductively. He rolled me to the side, lifting one of my legs up in the air. Grabbing onto my lifted leg, he began fucking me hard. As I looked down to watch it, he put his other hand on my boob, squeezing it. I whimpered softly as he sped up, his thrusts quick and strong. As I was about to cum, he pulled out, cumming all over my inner thigh. I moaned in annoyance, wanting to cum too until he pulled me onto my back, sticking 3 fingers inside me. I jutted, already knowing I was going to cum quickly. He thrusted strongly as I placed my fingers over my clit, rubbing viciously. "Yes... Oh fuck me... harder!" I moaned, bucking my hips. As I came, my phone began to ring. It was inside my pocket of my shorts. I chose to ignore it, kissing Ethan as a thank you for pleasuring me so well. 

As I was still kissing him, the phone rang again. "For gods sake" I groaned, moving across the bed to get it out. It was Claudia. "What do you want? I'm busy with Ethan" I said, completely forgetting what happened before. I could hear Grayson in the background "busy with Ethan?!" I heard him say, but Claudia diffused it quickly. "Well, whatever you're doing, you better wrap it up. We're coming over." she says, ending the call before I could say anything. Well this is going to be a fight and a half.

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SORRY THIS IS SO LONG I GOT CARRIED AWAY LMAOOOOO

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