Jealousy - g.d + e.d

The Way it Was.

I LISTENED TO SOMEBODY ELSE ON REPEAT THE WHOLE WAY THROUGH THIS AND NOW IM FUCKING CRYING MY EYES OUT IM HOPE YOU'RE ALL HAPPY IM ACTUALLY SOBBING PLS SEND HELP DJENHKSDH if u want to be emo like me and cry while reading half of it then listen to it while doing so :)

(Helena's POV)

I opened the door, to be faced by Ethan. He looked at me, giving a reassuring smile before turning to face Grayson and Claudia. "What a surprise to not see you together. Shouldn't you be fucking? I was gone, it was a perfect opportunity. Oh wait, you already did, didn't you?" Grayson shouted hysterically, stepping forwards to then push Ethan's chest. "Hey!" I intervene, not wanting anything to start. "You're a fucking hypocrite. Coming at me for literally talking to a girl when you were sleeping with my brother behind my back. How could you?" He said to me, his voice slightly breaking. I could see the pain in his eyes. It made me want to just grab him and tell him it was going to be okay, but I knew it probably wouldn't. "I'm so sorry" I whisper. "Please don't make this any worse than it is already. I just want to talk to you. Alone." I look him in the eyes, pleading for him to listen to me. "Fine." I walk past Ethan into me and Grayson's bedroom, followed by Grayson. "You guys can talk while we're busy in here" I say out to Ethan and Claudia. I knew that Claudia did still like Ethan and so did he, so if I could fix my relationship, I'd want theirs to be fixed too. 

I shut the door, sitting on the bed beside Grayson. "I know you want to talk here but please, just let me" he said calmly, a little too calm for my comfort. "I love you. With all my fucking heart. But all of this is so fucked up, I don't even want to think about it but I need to know. How long has this been going on for?" He asked, looking into my eyes. All I could do was be truthful. "Not even a week. It started at the vma's, Ethan did some... things under the table. I tried to stop him but he didn't give up and I did, letting it happen. I didn't think it would turn out like this, but he just didn't stay away from me after that. I'm so sorry." He placed his hands on my legs, his head dropped to the floor. "It hurts Helena, knowing my brother has taken something that is mine. This is why I slept with Claudia. I had a suspicion, so I went to Claudia's. She didn't take me seriously so I kissed her out of frustration." I frowned, standing up. "What do you mean 'something that is mine'? I'm not a fucking object Grayson. I'm not a piece of meat to just be chucked about and used. Just like Claudia! You both used us to get back at eachother. And so did we! I just want it to be normal again." I calm down, sitting back down on the bed. If I want this to work, I need to control my temper.

"Well it can be." he said under his breath. I shook my head, not thinking I heard him properly. "W-what? Did you just say it can be?" He looked up at me, raw emotion flooding his face. "I need you Helena. I fucking miss us. These past few days have been so weird, I could tell you were being distant and all I wanted was you to tell me what was on your mind. Even if it was... Ethan." I smiled sadly, grabbing a hold onto his hand. "I love you, but I can't let you do this Gray. I've hurt you beyond repair and I know that you don't want me here, I'll just ruin the relationship you have left with Ethan." I let go of his hand, standing up to get to the door. It felt like I had just let go of my heart. I was alone. As I turned the door handle, slightly opening the door, Grayson's hand pushes it shut. "I am not letting you leave me." he said, swivelling me so my back was on the door. "Don't make this harder than it already is Gray." a tear rolling down my face. As I was about to try to open it again, Grayson took me by the waist, kissing me on my lips passionately. I hesitate, but soon respond to him. "We've both made mistakes, I know, and that's why we can work from this. I am not letting you leave." his head on mine, whispering. I let my defences go. I can't believe he was doing this after all I had done. I begin to cry uncontrollably as he wraps his arms around me, putting his chin on my head. "I know that we won't be exactly at where we were but we can get there again. I promise you." I snake my hands up to his face, pulling him towards my lips. I kiss him softly. It felt so good to have him against me again.

(Claudias POV)

Well this was going to be fun. After standing there for 5 minutes, debating whether or not to go in, Ethan walked into his bedroom first and I followed him inside, shutting the door behind me. I let out a sigh. I should just tell him everything before I lose my chance. "I still love you." looking him straight in the eyes. He looks taken back, like he didn't expect me to say that. "Please don't say anything. I don't want to be hurt more than I am already. I miss you so fucking much. But I know you love Helena now. And it's my fault. I let all of this happen, I should have intervened instead of telling her what happens has nothing to do with me. I could have made this right when I had the cha-" I get interrupted by Ethan's lips on mine. I close my eyes, closing the gap between us. As we tore apart, Ethan said the only thing I wanted to hear. "I love you too Claudia." I grabbed his hand, taking him out of the room to the front door. "Want to go back to mine?" I smirked. You bet your ass I was going to fuck him as fast as possible. I'd been waiting so damn long. "Let's go" he chuckled, pushing me out of the door and shutting it, heading for his truck. 

(Helenas POV) 

I heard the door shut, signalling that they had left. I pulled away from Grayson, looking him up and down. I can't believe I even decided to cheat on him. "What are you staring at?" He laughed, poking me at my side. "Oh, just missed admiring my perfect boyfriend." turning away to grab a soft blanket from my bottom drawer. I snuggled up to it rubbing the soft material with my fingers. "Hey.. wanna watch a movie?" I said, turning round to face him. I wanted to just cuddle with him, not caring about anything else. "If you want to, of course." he leaves the room, heading to the bathroom. I hopped onto the bed, turning on Netflix. "Hmm I want to watch something funny. How about Ride Along?" I ask down the corridor. "Yeah" he replies, coming out of the bathroom fully changed. He was wearing adidas tracksuit bottoms and nothing on his top. He was so lean, what a turn on. I grabbed my jumper, pulling it over my head. Then I pulled off my leggings, revealing my underwear. It was too hot for them but I don't know whether it was the weather or Grayson. He smirked, climbing into the bed, kissing my shoulder. I chucked the blanket over us, laying one leg over his body as he traced small circles on my back. I moved my head up to his ear whispering "Thank you for never giving up on us. I love you so fucking much." I kissed his cheek, resting my head back on his chest. I guess that things do end up being great in the end.

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idk if im gonna end it here but for now it is finished sO don't bully me to update cos this was as far as me and my friend has written up to. I might have a chat with her to see if there was anything that we could plan out to make this story longer. If this is the last time I write on Jealousy, i hope you enjoyed it and yeee im gonna start writing a new story or continue on with The Move lol bye gang! :)