Jealousy - g.d + e.d

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After pushing Ethan out of the bathroom and showering properly, I got dressed and decided I needed to get out of the house. I called up Claudia, mind you it was around 12pm at this point, and she was still in bed. "Get your ass up bitch, I'm coming over" I said, walking into the bedroom. Gray turned towards me and I could barely make eye contact with him. I fucked his brother 20 minutes ago, how could I even live with myself? "Ugh fine, but don't expect me to be all dressed up for when you get here" she groaned through the phone, still half asleep. "Whatever. In a bit." I said, ending the call on her. I look up to face Gray. C'mon you can do this. I tell myself. "Erm.. can I borrow your truck? I'm gonna swing by Claud's for a bit." I say, trying to stay composed. "Sure,  but me and E are going to a party later by the beach, so we won't be here when you get back." He smiled. "I know, I saw people talking about it on twitter. A lot of girls actually." I say, taking a step towards him. "Don't do anything you'll regret while you're there", swinging his chair fully round, straddling him. "Mmm I won't" he says faintly as he kisses me deeply. I pull away, grabbing his keys off his desk and dangling them off the tips of my fingers. "You're such a tease" he moans, eyeing me up and down. I'm wearing a cropped tank top and some adidas shorts, my kind of chill clothes. But I know he's undressing me with his eyes. A chuckle escapes my lips. I can't believe I can go from feeling so disgusting to so normal. It freaks me out slightly. "See you later" I say over my shoulder as I walk to the door. "Bye" they both shout. That's weird, Ethan never says bye to me. I turn round to see him standing at his door frame. He winks and turns for his room. He still really knows how to push my buttons.

When arriving at Claudia's, I could already smell the faint twang of weed. Since moving from England to Cali, she's been living the life of a regular stoner. Seen as weed isn't legal in England, it's been great for her knowing she can smoke as much as she wants. I don't mind it though really. It's her life. She would only do it occasionally with friends at the start but when she broke up with Ethan, she relied on it to be relaxed and happy. It does concern me sometimes, but I never bring it up. I don't even knock anymore, mainly because she never answers the door, so there's no point standing outside for her. "Claud I'm here" I shout upstairs. Appearing from her room, she comes down, still in a sports bra and some joggers as per usual. Claudia was a little bit taller than me with wavy brown hair. I give her a hug and tell her we need to talk. She grabs a coke from the fridge and sits down on the couch. "I fucked Ethan" I blurt out. She spits her drink everywhere "WHAT THE FUCK??" she says, freaking out. "You didn't.. What about Grayson?" she questions. "I haven't told him.." I confess, feeling ashamed. "Nah, listen to me real quick. Don't let Ethan brainwash you like this. I know you wouldn't cheat on Grayson because you asked for it. He can be really demanding at times, I know. He's bad news Helena, you know this." She always knows when things are wrong and a good thing to say to help me, it. She hands me the rest of her coke and I drink it. "Okay. I won't give in to him again." I convince myself. 

As we're sat going through our 5th horror movie, I decided to go through my twitter. It was around 8pm now and I hadn't checked my phone in a while. There was a picture of these two random girls posing next to a pool, it was definitely the party that Grayson and Ethan went to, it looked right beside the beach and I could recognise their faces. When I was about to scroll, something in the corner of the photo caught my eye, Grayson was in the background, with a girl awfully close to him. I could feel a twinge of jealousy seeping in my gut. Claudia leans over to see what I'm frowning at. "Is that Grayson?" she asks. "Sure fucking is" I spit out, not actually realising how angry I sounded until after. "Hey.." she says, like she had an idea brewing. "Instead of staying in here all night, how about we go to the party? We've watched enough horror movies." She asks, turning off Friday the 13th. I grin. "Yeah... that would be fun."

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ya gurl is goin to bed YEET ive done 8 chapters in a day you're welcome!