Jealousy - g.d + e.d

No More Secrets.

(Graysons POV)

I needed to sort this I thought, heading towards Claudia's front door. I knocked, waiting for a response. Claudia opened the door, dressed in a lace playsuit. "Came for round two?" she said, smirking. "Are you serious?" I said, annoyed that she would even say that. "Oh. What are you here for then?" she asks, a puzzled look on her face. "I need to talk about last night. Why didn't you stop me? You knew it was going to be bad news." I strain, rubbing my temple. "Because I was already high? I don't even remember half of what happened last night. I can't help it that you took advantage of me." she said, irritation in her voice. "I took advantage of you? What the fuck?!" I look at her, annoyed that she would even say such a thing. "Well you did Grayson. You were the one that came over and kissed me. I'm not going to say no am I? You're hot." she says, laughing like none of this was a big deal. "How can you be so calm, knowing that you were disloyal to someone so close to you? It's fucking disgusting!" I shout. "Me? Disloyal?! That's rich when you're brother is fucking your girlfriend behind you're back! That's called someone being fucking close to you being disloyal." She spits.

(Claudias POV)

I clasp my hands over my mouth, shocked by what just came out of my mouth. Did I just say that? I look up to see Grayson's whole body frozen. "Are you fucking serious? I knew it. I'm going to kill him" Grayson booms, turning round and storming to his truck. I need to stop him. I shut my door, running to catch up with him. "You can't!" I shout after him. "Why not?" His arms out, shouting hysterically. "I have nothing fucking left to lose." he states, getting in his truck. I open the passenger side door and sit down, putting my seatbelt on. "If you're going, I'm coming too." I felt bad for Grayson but at the same time, I needed to make sure Ethan was going to be okay. The true reason why I fucked Grayson was out of pure jealousy that Ethan was fucking Helena. I still loved him. I wanted to get back at not only Helena, but Ethan too. I needed to tell him before it got any worse. I still might have a chance to fix this. 

I ring Helena, hoping she would pick up. I let it ring out to voicemail. Fuck. I rang again. "Pick up, pick up, pick up!" I whispered under my breath, hoping she would. "Who are you calling? Helena?" Grayson asked, angrily interested. I nod, putting it on speakerphone so Grayson could hear. She picks up. She sounded out of breath, which threw me off. "What do you want? I'm busy with Ethan." Oh shit. I shouldn't have put it on speakerphone. "Busy with Ethan?! What the fuck does that mean? I'm going to actually rip his d-" "HEY!" I interrupted, stopping him from finishing that sentence. My defensive side for Ethan was coming out. "Well, whatever you're doing, you better wrap it up. We're coming over." I end the call, not wanting to hear her speak again. She fucked him AGAIN? I shook my head, gripping onto my leg painfully. Calm down. It'll be fine. You need to be the sensible one here. 

(Helenas POV)

After getting Ethan to take the situation seriously. I told him to get dressed and start doing something productive. I headed for the shower when Ethan called out "Can I join?" I rolled my eyes. "This isn't the time Ethan, please realise that Grayson obviously knows about us and he might possibly kick your ass?" I could hear him laugh. "Nothing that I can't handle." he says. I shut the bathroom door and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked drained and I felt drained. I was so fucking stupid to let ANY of this happen. When did I think this was going to be a good idea? I not only hid my affair with Ethan but I had a go at Grayson for a one night stand? I exhaled heavily. I wish I could just go back. I loved Grayson so much. The little things he did like morning cuddles to his special comments he would say to make me smile. I fucked up. Ethan was so kind to me, but I know he did it to make me jealous or Claudia jealous. He only liked me because of how similar me and Claudia were at times. Best friends rub on each other. I sighed, stepping into the shower. If only I could rewind and fix this. 

I stepped out the shower, slightly drying my hair with a towel. I ran my mousse through it, locking the curls in place. I put on some Ivy Park leggings on with a big hoodie. I began putting on some makeup on. I wanted to do something while waiting for them to arrive. Makeup and music calmed me, so I put on Khalid. His chill vibes were really what I needed right now, something to keep me relaxed. As I was finishing off with a setting spray, I heard the door swing open and loud footsteps in the living room. This was going to be stressful. "Where the fuck are you guys?!" I hear Grayson shout, following by Claudia's voice, telling him to calm down. I straighten my clothes, opening the bathroom door. 

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eNjoy!! Goin to go start my art project, bye:)