First day of 8th grade.
Snoozing off alarm, " I don't even want to go today , I hate them all school is so stupid ""Get ready quickly or no one will drop you to school if you miss the bus young lady", mum said with a grumpy voice
Dragging myself to mirror , looked at my reflection " I need to take bath, or they'll send me to zoo " , I laughed at my own joke
Catching bus at the right time never felt so good .
First class maths :
" What I am even doing here" I thought
Second class : English
" Hey Tanya let's sit together as I forgot my book " , pragya saidPragya was one of those girls who didn't knew my past . She helped me allot in making friends in the place I never thought I could. She even ditched those so called legit girls of our class with whom everyone wanted to be friends with . I never told pragya that I liked girls . I was scared to lose yet another friend .
Lunch :
Me and pragya sat together in ground talking about much we need to study to be successful. Out of nowhere I saw shivangi with her new group ;
She gave me a second of eye contact and ignored .All those memories came rushing in my brain but I controlled them . Pragya shared her lunch with me .
Rest classes went normally to schedule .
"It wasn't that bad of a day as I thought it would be" , I told pragya .
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3months later
-------------------------------"I think I will fail in maths can you help me please", i begged the boy who sat with me in exam .
"Okay but first let me complete mine ",he said .
Pragya: how was the test
Tanya: I'm just passing thanks to monu .
Pragya : you should study maths
Tanya: it's going over my head now
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Summer break
_____________"I wish I Also had a girlfriend likes all these girls. Do we even have any in India ", texted a gay boy I met on Facebook
He: In my country we have many clubs , there must be few in India too.
Me: dude I'm just 16 . How can I ?
Ended the chat .
"These lucky people , don't even know what happens in India ." Sigh--------
School assembly:
" I am very delighted to tell you all that this time we will have inter section competition of class magazine" , our principal declaredFinally we can bunk some boring lecture's ; me and my friends had the same thing in mind .
I always liked class magazine , even though it was silly as they just threw them away every year all our efforts, But the fun we had was worth it .
"Let's play truth and dare" ,said Nikita
Nikita was my classmate since shivangi's era . She always knew I liked girls , but she was chill about it . We even shared a lot of secrets all this time ."I am in " said the other boys
One boy spinned the crayon ;
It was on me . I took dare knowing I can't handle truth ."Go and steal any article from the main bulletin board "
"NO WAY I AM DOING THAT"
I shouted''Rules are rules '', they teased
Nikita went along with me on this great task .
We saw a boy passing near us . She told me she liked him ."What really he is a senior damn!". , I exclaimed.
" So what , I hate his ex girlfriend . I hope she leaves school soon"
" I have eyes on a girl from his class only , she's pretty . I will show you her soon " I told her
"Okay now let's do this now"
We stole a potrait and ran like someone was about to kill us .
"Can't be you did it " , Aman said
" Nothing without her" , I said looking at Nikita ; she winked at me .
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