"When is your result coming ?",asked my mum while reading the newspaper.
"Next week !", I told her delightfully
For the first time in my life , I was able to complete entire History Chapter, it was such a achievement. Also, knowing that I won't fail in maths never made me this happy
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"Are you ready for the result,Tanya?", asked pragya while we're talking about good stuff"Only if I pass", ended the call and laid down my bed with a sigh.
"Only one thing can change my mood now, Lesbian movies !" and I started browsing titles which I haven't touched yet .
6 Hours later , I was still deeply engrossed in Lesbianism
"Twinkle! You don't want to eat dinner or what ?" shouted mum while rushing to my room,
It almost broke my momentum of concentration.
"Oh , no it's 11pm already" , I sometimes bid farewell to my phone and left my room for some real life shit.
"Are your exams over" ,asked my dad in confusion as I wasn't going to school .
"We have result coming tomorrow , how can you forgot that , mom didn't you tell Dad about it "
" It's not something important to be shared with your dad , I will go with you don't worry " , mum said while trying to get blame off her shoulders
" You are going to fail anyway!!", Laughed my sister so hard .
All these jokes and them ignoring me just took me one step away from them. When your own family doesn't have faith in you , depression is born .
And it's not curable not matter what. Everyone needs some positivity."I'm full I'm going to sleep now" I left dining table , with gloomy face I left.
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Midnights were my worst enemy , no matter from where I started , it would end in depression and thinking about things too much about future. Everything was out of my control. Crying helped me . I always made sure no one was there to see them tho"Wake up already , it's 10am " , mum knocked my door
"Okay I will be ready in ten minutes"
Being a fast person and less girly , I barely took 5 minutes with shower to get ready and still look cool.
School uniform was one the worst thing in world for me . Specially those skirts .
"Couldn't they just let the girls wear pants ? The one who wants too. ", I wondered while adjusting my skirt
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School was near, we reached in no time.That's when my heart started beating fast . It's mandatory for results. Reached class door. We were late again. Teacher was almost leaving she handed me my result and left
"Is it hate me day " I asked myself.
I saw 70.1% . Finally some happiness. I was promoted to 9th grade . I never thought I could pass 8th without repeating twice .
While leaving for home. I saw her, Arushi . Just waved hi to her and left.
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A/n : I hope this chapter is big enough. I Know I'm deviating from my genre which is romance, but these are essentialsP.s. more updates coming . I'm thankful to everyone who reads my lame books with dedication
sandragreyish thanks for giving me hope to write more again
Rick011larrystillalive you guys too .
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My Life ( Lesbian )
RomanceIts a ongoing story of my life(Tanya) . All about discovering my sexuality , first crush , love coming out other problems etc and lastly how i faced them. --- Dedicated to Indian LGBT