My Life ( Lesbian )

Part 18

Days passed by , my exploration to my sexuality was still on it's peak , binge watched The L word again . Used to wonder what's it's like to have someone to call yours ? How does it feels to be loved ? Keeping touch with my studies too but not too hard

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"Why's she here ", I asked Aastha during lunch when she got the new girl Arushi in our lunch

Initially I didn't wanted much crowd in our group as more the people more trouble , more time usage

Me and Pragya really didn't wanted this we were pretty serious about stuff and this girl laughed all the time made lame jokes and was very extroverted too much for me ?

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I was only open to Pragya that too with everything but not my sexuality , days passed I started noticing Arushi , finally decided to text her Facebook , we were friends there since 6th Grade but never really had any sort of conversation .

She was good at texting , so things got smooth , we were good friends pretty soon. All four of us would chill together and be in our own world.

Slowly my liking turned , into being attracted to her Arushi was a great friend but I was catching feelings. I didn't wanted to ruin yet another friendship for my feeling , so I tried to compress it .

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1 month later

Arushi  sat beside me  in library , our seats were completely joined , shared same book about some lame elephant and ant story.

"See we can really have fun without them ", I told her ( stating about pragya and Aastha)

Time was going really slow that , those fifty minutes were passing with a rather   a very slow pace .

When we were done reading that book , she leaned her head over my shoulder , I felt a lighting bolt running through my body . I was numb , couldn't even utter a word out loud , I was there for a very long time. Everything else seemed so baseless it was just her who could make me feel this way.

"Oh let's go it's maths class now ", she brought me back to senses and then we left

Now my feelings were turning hard , I was pretty sure I can't go back now . I wanted to let her go , so I didn't texted her that day myself ,

10:30pm
(Texts)
Arushi : hii
Tanya: hey
A: were you sleeping whole day
T : no I was busy
A: is there anything wrong
T: no
T: I want to tell you something
T: Remember shivangi from 9 c
A: yes
T: I liked her in 4th grade
A: yes she's nice
T: no not in that way
T: I loved her romantically
A: what do you mean
T: I like girls in same way others like boys
A:oh
A: I believe in friendship
A: not relationships
T: me too
T: goodnight

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Coming out was easy but now I had to face her in school next day . It was a hard task  for me , I came out a girl who was just friend for few months but It felt so right so I just chilled myself from over thinking and slept.

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A/n : If you guys might get lucky might upload more parts .