Hey guys, I'm at my Nan's so I thought I'd update this, although it won't be uploaded until I get home because she has no internet... The horror D:
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Dan's POV
I hadn't slept well last night, and it was definitely taking effect now I hadn't had a coffee and I was ten minutes late for lesson. Phil on my mind had meant that I had been texting Alex from when the boy left until five in the morning, and Alex was eager to meet with me today. Which meant she'd flirt with me.
However, now that I think about it: I don't really like Alex like that. I will repeat, yes she is hot. Her hair which goes from a dark brown to blonde suits her complexion perfectly, and her bright blue eyes stand out massively. She has the perfect body, and if it wasn't for how beautiful her face was all the guys would be staring at her boobs when they talk to her.
But she's nothing like him.
The boy with ebony black hair that contrasted completely to his pale white skin. His tall figure that is not too skinny, but not too fat and that any guy would die for. His second day stubble when he forgets to shave. But my favourite part is his eyes. Millions of different shades of blue. From as deep as the ocean to as light as the sky. As soon as you look into them you get swallowed and dragged down into the depths of them, as if you're drowning, but peacefully. They hold so much pain but so much joy all at the same time.
Philip Lester.
I shouldn't think like this about him, but I can't help but do so. He doesn't understand how much I want to look after him and love him the way he deserves to be loved. But he will never like me. Even if he is gay. I don't have the guts to tell him I'm bisexual.
So I guess Alex will do.
I know she likes me like that, and I know it sounds horrible, but I might as well use that to my advantage.
I understand that she is popular, and that's what I need. Popularity. I think.
I don't really know what I need. I just need Phil. Wait. No I don't.
First and second lesson went so quickly, as I probably slept for half of them. Break I met up with Alex. We spoke and she flirted with me and touched my chest and stuff I wasn't really okay with. But as we spoke at lunch, I realised I didn't want her. I didn't need to be popular.
But it was too late.
The first bell went, and I was ready to leave and go to History where I would see Phil, however before I could go Alex pulled me back down to the bench.
"I really like you Dan." She smiled, all teeth but it didn't quite reach to her eyes. I just nodded, unsure of what to say as I didn't want to hurt her feelings. "You like me too, don't you?" She asked so nicely, I was a little star struck. So once again, I stupidly nodded, and she squealed slightly.
"Alex I-" I was cut off by her lips pressed against mine, they were soft but she didn't taste good. She tasted like an ash tray, and it was the worst thing I had ever tasted.
She held me by the shoulders, moving her lips against mine as I shut my eyes in disgust, but I didn't kiss back. I put my hands on her chest to push her away, but she didn't take it that way.
"Oh Danny." She murmured, and moved her hands down my chest towards my crotch. I sighed, trying to get her off me. I didn't want this.
"Alex." I moaned, frustrated.
This stayed like this for a minute or so, until I was eventually able to push her off of me. "I don't like you." I mumbled, looking down at my lap where her hand still was.
She then slapped me around the face, and I smiled, chucking slightly.
Alex then proceeded to swear and cry at me, before hitting me again and leaving.
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Oops, sorry. Anyway this is this, I am me. Next part will be soon
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Mitzu
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