Hate Me

fifteen - 7:15

( You made me complement myself when it was way to hard to take. )

H U N T E R

7:15, that's what time the rain started hitting against my window. 

7:15, when I finally got off the floor and stopped crying.

7:15, when I picked up my phone to have about 50 missed calls from Justin.

7:15, when I picked up the bracelet MacKenzie gave me and put it on my left wrist.

7:15, when I heard my mom come home.

7:15, when my mom called me down stairs. 

I feel drunk in myself, drunk in ways I can't explain. Everything feels light and fuzzy in my mind, like I just smoked something and now I'm high. Everything seems to be buzzing around me, going in slow motion. 

Even when I go down the stairs it seems slow, and when my mom tries to speak to me I can't hear her. Only mumbling that I can't understand. So I just nod my head at her anyways.

7:15, when I saw my mom come home with a different guy.

7:15, when I started to yell and scream at her.

7:15, when I walked myself outside into the pouring rain.

And what do I find in the pouring rain? None other then Justin standing at the edge of my driveway.

"Justin!" My sore voice calls, as my knees buckle and I collapse on the porch underneath me.

"Hunter, oh my god are you okay?" He says as he's closer, wrapping his arms around my shaking body.

My cries are silent almost as I remember the man my mom brought home with her, how he isn't my dad, how this isn't right.

"Shh, shh, it's okay, I'm here, your okay." He whispers in my hair and starts lifting me from the ground, cradling me as he steps off the porch stairs and into the rain, down to the end of the driveway and into the middle of the road.

He walks down the middle of the road, on the way into town where he lives, the same way I walk to school every morning. He holds me tightly in his arms as he walks, both our body's soaked and sticking together in the rain.

When we walk past the white cross I stop crying, I stare at it as we walk past, over my shoulder. Justin doesn't stop as he continues past it, and I don't want him to. But I watch it disappear from over his shoulder before moving my head back so it's laying on his chest.

I hear him mumble something but I can't make it out because the rain it so heavy I can't hear him. My eyelids start to drop then, and I only now realize how tired I am. I try and stare at the sunset in front of me but my eyes eventually close, and before I drift off I feel Justin press a cold and soft kiss on the top of my head before I go.

A/N: Sorry it's so short guys! There's only like 500 words! Anyways though, I am getting close to being halfway done with this book before it's over, then I'll be working on publishing it before starting book two. But how is everyone doing so far? How are you liking the book? Any questions?  Oh and by the way everyone I'm going to try and update every day now at least while I'm on this break so this book should be finished soon. 

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