Catch Up|xxxtentacion| Jahseh Onfroy

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Jahseh

I don't know what the hell I just saw but I never wanna see it again. After seeing that "thing" I minus well be gay

I've never seen pussy hair so nappy and tangled, yeah a little hair dont hurt nobody but that shit had dreads, I could swing on it like Tarzan

I walked in the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water and sat at the table and drank it, with, still, the most horrified look on my face. I've never seen anything like that in my life and I never wanna see it again

I gagged out the thought of it

I felt horrible because she must be completely embarrassed but damn she had more hair on her pussy than Rapunzel had on her head..literally TANGLED

I stood up from the table and went to the living room and sat on the couch. I watched whatever cartoon that was on television and just waited until Chris was finished getting dressed so we could leave

Eris walked into the living room...fully clothed, luckily

For a moment I pretended as if she weren't there, trying to avoid her, I stared blankly at the television, not even paying attention to it but just to avoid eye contact from her

"I know you see me standing here" She said

"Oh hmm..yeah" I said awkwardly

The tension in the air was thicker than a snicker

"Don't tell anybody what you saw" said as and squinted her eyes at me

"Trust me, I wish I could unsee it, I wouldn't dare put that image in my head again and talk about it" I guaranteed her

"It's not usually like, I mean I usually shave, but like what's the point, no one- well, usually, no one see's "down there" and you could've knocked" She rambled

"Okay, okay I get it" I tried to assure her

"But do you really" she said

"Yes" and at that moment Chris also walked into the living room

"Alright guys we gotta go" he said and grabbed his car keys from the countertop and head for the door and Eris and I followed behind him, still avoiding eye contact

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There were 40 more minutes until classes actually started and I was sitting in the library, alone

Chris went to hang out with his friends and Eris left to go- wherever, I'm guess she was still embarrassed about the earlier situation with her ugly vagina

Being alone just made me think about life and truly question our existence and think about the terrible choices I've made

Don't get me wrong it's great being friends with Chris and Eris and at one point it was cool living with Stokeley and being in a new place but so many things could've been avoided. Like I wouldn't have to question my sexuality, I wouldn't have caused problems between Stokeley and I or Eris and Naomi and maybe Eris would've been cool with her mom still...maybe, but they've obviously had it coming

I sat in the hard wooden chair at the back of the library just staring into space with a book right in front of me but I didn't want to read that shit, it was just there so the librarian didnt think I was just doing nothing..which I was

But luckily for me the librarian wasn't even paying attention, maybe due to the fact that there were only about 5 people in the library, even I thought there would be more people here maybe some nerd, goths, I don't know but I definitely thought wrong