Seeing For Real ****Completed****

.....Lifes Smiple....

I feel the sun about to rise we pull over and get a motel... This one is kind of nice has a jet tub and on call room service. I smile as Alex picks me up and carries me inside and throws me on the bed, his lips crash on mine and i fall weak. Ugh why couldn't thus haooen sooner i think as my stomach starts to turn from lack of sleep and the sun rising.
   "Alex i need to sleep."
   He sighs and rest his head on my chest.
   "Okay baby girl."
  He puts black curtains up covering the window and gets comfy putting on the tv. I lay next him and put my head on his chest his fingers running threw my hair. This would be so relaxing if we wernt on the run....
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   I wake up to Alex screaming in pain, i jump up seeing Drake holding a knife to his neck, my heart rate picks up and my vision becomes clear than ever. He smiles a wicked smile and starts to slash his throat and tears run down my face as i use my vampire speed to stop him. I punch him in theface blood spues out everywhere as his eye hangs oit from the pressure of my punch.
   "You think thats going to stop me?! I have every sing woman man and childs power radiating inside me. I am unstoppable!!!!"
    "Ever been bit by a vampire?"
  "Why?"
  "My venom the one that changes people into us kills werewolves in a split second... Wanna play still?"
  I look at Alex seeing his life slipping infront of me, i dogged Drakes attack having him crashing into the wall.
   "Come on super bitch!!!! Fight me!!!!"
   "No i dont want anymore lives on my hands!!!"
   "You should have thought of that before you took my best friend away."
   "I didnt take him away Darke!!! He came willingly."
   I stand infront of Alex blocking him from Drake waiting for Drake to attack again. I watch in slow motion as he runs towards me jumping over the bed and with ine gand i catch him.... His neck in my hands.
   "All i have to do is squeeze and you'll be dead... I know all your fighting faults, ive watched you in combat they have been sketched in my brain i can see every move you make before you even make them. You are powerless here, i dont want to kill you Drake but you are making it really hard not to!"
"Do it you bitch!"
  I look at Alex and see him shake his head for me not to do it. I slamm Drakes head on the nearest wall knocking him out unconscious.
   "Its okay baby im here hold on!"
I run an find something to cut myself with and find a pen. I stab my wrist creating a hole thats now dripping my blood, i hold my bloody wrist do Alex's mouth.
  "Drink or you will die!"
  He shakes his head no.
"Baby please dont leave me alone in this world please drink!!!"
   Tears running down both of our faces he says no again and my heart starts to break and he faints off.
  "Im sorry babe but i cant live without you..."
  I stick my wrist in his mouth and he starts to choke as the blood rushes down his throat. I blow in his face so his body reacts to drink the blood and he does. His body starts to shake in my arms and his wound beings to heal. His breathing starts to even out and i start to laugh and tears of joy erupt in my eyes. I pick him up and grab our things putting them in the Truck and speed off hoping Drake will be out for a few hours. I light a cig as i drive and turn up the music trying to calm down. That was way to close, what if i woukd have woken up? I feel my body getting weak as i open up a prepared bottle of blood. I drink and my senses highten instantly, thank god for blood. I watch Alex sleep while driving his body twitching from my blood. I hope his body doesnt react weird because he's a werewolf.... Humans usually just heal and wake up after a few seconds. I drive none stop untill the sun is about to rise i pull into a 5 star hotel and get a room we are in Louisiana now.... Home of magic.... I get us the presidential suit and ask for wheel chair for Alex. I clean him up before putting him in the chair.
  "Can you take our bags to the room please."
  "Yes mamma."
  I roll Alex to the elevator and wait for one to come.
  "Your husband? Is he okay?"
  "Yes he just had to much to drink... Its his birthday."
  "Oh i see."
I walk into the elevator and push our number, the doors open and i see the bell hop closing the door to our room.
  "All of your bags are in your room."
  "Thank you."
  I give him a $50 tip and proceed to go to our room, i open the door and my eyes are amazed, its huge and beaituful... This is my kind of room. I start a bath for Alex and wake him up.
  "Alex? Wake up babe."
  "What?"
  "I started a bath for you."
    He looks around confused
  "What? Wh- who are you?"
  "Uh? Its me Avena".
  "Im sorry ive never met you before? D-do we know each other?"
  "Babe stop.... This isnt funny."
  "Babe? Are we? Do we?"
  "Yes baby its me Avena?! You dont know who i am?"
  "No im sorry i dont and im pretty sure id never date you, no offence but your not my type."
  Tears prick my eyes as he looks at me up and down.
  "Not your type? Alex im your mate."
  "Mate? What are you talking about you freak?!"
   "Alex you seriously dont remeber me? Or Drake or the pack?"
  He stays quiet and feels his throat feeling a scar from the knife.
  "What did you do to me?!"
  "I thought i was saving your life from someone but i just changed you... You used to love me."
  "And why dont i remeber this?"
  "I- i dont know..."
I run to the bedroom closing the door tears falling from my eyes one after another. I fucked up so bad.... Not his type?! What the hell is his type now? Maybe i should have just let him die.
  Alex knockes on the door and walks in and sits down on the bed.
  "I dont know who you are or what you are up to but we are not together... Id never date someone as fat as you are and id never need saving from a woman."
  "Fat? Woman? Wow.... You are an arrogant piece of shit, i should have just let you die."
  I punch him in the face and walk away to the balcony and light a cig up. I hear the door open and he stands next to me.
  "You hit hard for a girl."
  "That wasnt even hard believe me. I could have killed you with one punch but i didnt."
  "And why is that?"
  "Because the man i love is somewhere inside of you still and i want him back."
  "Good luck with that."
  He looks at me up and down and bites his lip.
  "What?"
  "You arent fat... Your like chunky like the good kind... Im sorry for calling you fat."
  "Whatever."
  He grabs my wrist tightly pulling me to turn to him, he looks at my body slowly then pulls me into him.... My body becomes weak as he lightly graces his finger tip on my skin. Tears fall as i wish it was the real Alex doing this.
   "Alex.... I know your in there somewhere just please come back to me please?!"
  I push him away and run back inside to the bathroom and lock the door, a part of me is hoping he will be gone when i get out and the other part of me is wishing he doent... I step put fixing my crying face and wrap a towel around me and walk out. Arms wrap around me tightly Alex is face to face with me...
  "W-what?"
"I have this strong dying urge to take you under me and i dont know why but i want you."
  "You cant have me.... Your not Alex."
  "Dont tell me what i can and cant have, i will have you."
  "No you wont."
"I cant control myself, Avena was it?"
  "Yes Avena and thats probably because im your mate and deep down Alex is there somewhere and he wants me just as bad as i want HIM not YOU."
  "Its the same body Avena just a diffrent Alex, i can be sweet and kind...... Is that how he was? Sweet and kind and rough when you wanted it? I can do that."
  His mouth close to mine almost touching i feel weak by his touch his scent even smells the same... I can feel the real Alex in there somewhere i can... God just send him back to me please.....
  "I can't... You dont love me like Alex does... You just desire me."
   I push him away and walk off back to the bathroom to get dressed i fight the tears from coming out and walk out. I prepare the room for day light closing the blinds making it completely dark with only small lamps to light the whole suit.
  "Why are you making it dim in here? Are you trying to set the mood for us?"
  "No I've been driving all night and i need to sleep."
  I shut the door to the bed room leaving him to have the rest of the suit to himself.... I close my eyes and sleep
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  Im in a dark room a spot light is one me and im all alone but,then i begin to hear footsteps. A figure of a man starts to appear in the dim light, my vision become clear and before i know it Alex is standing infront of me and i hug him tightly not wanting to let go. He kisses my forehead gently.