Till Death Do Us Part

How could I not see this?

Monday
School started again and I was already hoping wednesday would come fast.
I told Sarah what happened ans she was a bit scared. Who knows who it might be? I could understand that, But I felt like I needed Answers. I didn't care who they came from, yet I hoped the person that texted me was Thomasz and he just changed his number.

The day passed by slowly. A teacher constantly made comments about me and I got tired of it. I got up, took my chair, and threw it across the room. I just missed the teacher. He didn't tell me to go to the principal. He just told me to wait outside.
I wasn't thinking. It just happened. Yet, i didn't regret it. He got on my nerve.

He came out of the classroom and told me he was sorry. I did the Same, although I didn't mean it. I was just glad my parents wouldn't find out. When the schoolbell rang, Sarah came running to me and i fell in her arms and started crying. This day went by so slowly. I was happy that it was almost over.

When I got home, I took another shower. I really needed it. I cried. No one would see it, because the water streamed down my face, and so did the tears.
He was my one... How could he just say it was Nothing? That it was all over in a second?

I went to bed. The next day passed and then, it was wednesday. School was as boring as ever, But I was glad it only was till 12.
The schoolbell rang and my heart started to beat so fast. With a scared heart I got out and walked to the candy store.

What I saw next was not what I was expecting.
A girl was standing in front of the store. She had long, brown, straight hair that went far under her breast. She had a figure that I can only dream about and she had this pretty blue dress on.
Her eyes tho, they looked familiar.

I got closer and she started walking towards me. I started sweating. Who is she?
"Hey, are you the one who texted me?", I asked.
"Yes I am. My name is Femke. We need to talk. It's about Thomasz. You know him, right?"

Oh god, was she his girlfriend? Did he cheat on her with me?

"I... I do. What's wrong?"
I swallowed as she looked at me with tears in her eyes. Her eyes. Aqua blue. Yet hers sparkled.
"I'm his sister. He told me a lot about you. Can we sit down somewhere?"
Her voice was shaking and she was already Fighting her tears. This can't be Good.
We took a Seat on a bank in the park nearby. We talked a bit about school and stuff and then she said:
"There's really No easy way to tell you this, But I have to... Thomasz tried to commit suicide. He's in hospital for about a week now."

Time stood still. My heart stopped beating and I couldn't breath.