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backpack

Backpack
song used: Backpack by Justin Bieber featuring Lil Wayne

you said, "i come in peace," so i took you home
i gave you food and i gave you clothes
i taught you how to move your feet
when the rhythm's on
still you wanna leave cause you feel alone

Justin kissed the top of Ariana's head, making her giggle. She squeezed his hand tighter, wrapping her leg around his torso and burying her head in his neck. The couple was laying in bed, like they have been all day, just cuddling.

"Thank you for spending today with me, Justin, even though we did nothing."

"Come on baby, you know I wouldn't care what we do as long as I'm with you."

"I know, but I knew you wanted to go to that really cool skate park with Ryan and Chaz today.."

Justin shook his head; she felt his chin move on her hair. "No, I don't mind. I'm glad I didn't go. Spending the whole day with you safe in my arms is all that I need. I haven't felt this relaxed and happy in such a long time."

She smiled, looking up at him and pecking him on the lips. "I do feel safe in your arms."

He leaned down, kissing her. Their foreheads touched and he closed his eyes, feeling her unsteady breath against his face. "I just wish I could protect you from your cancer," he whispered, sadly.

Ariana bit her lips, closing her eyes before the waterworks started going off. "Please don't talk about that, Justin. I just want to spend as much time with you as possible before I-"

The boy interrupted her with a kiss, sliding his tongue in her mouth. His tongue danced with her as she smiled through the kiss, moving her hands behind his head, deepening the kiss.

"You're going to fine, Ari," Justin reassured, shooting her a smile. She smiled back, but she knew, deep down inside, she knew that she was dying and no one and nothing, not even their love, could stop that from happening. "And I remember what that tongue did last night." 

Justin winked at her, and Ariana groaned, covering her blushing face with her hands.

"Gosh, Justin, not like your tongue was any innocent either," laughed the girl, making her boyfriend chuckle.

"I know, and it was great. But Jerry had a better time taking your v-card."

Ariana slapped him, a playful smile on her lips as she sat up, trying hard not to show pain as she did. "You have to go, Justin."

He pouted at her closing his eyes and resting back down on the bed. "No, I don't want to. I want to stay here with my babe."

"Justin, come on. My mom's going to be home soon, and I really need to get some sleep."

"Yeah, because you didn't get a lot of sleep last night," Justin smirked, his eyes still closed. He suddenly felt an impact of a pillow on his face and the laughter of his girlfriend filled his ears.

"Justin!"

"Alright, alright," Justin laughed, getting up from the bed. He slipped on his shirt and jacket before making his way back to the brunette on the bed. "Are you sure you're going to be alright here alone?"

She nodded. "Of course. She texted me she was on her way right now." She showed him the text, making his anxiety die down.

"Okay baby girl, promise me that you'll be here when I come tomorrow?"

Ariana bit the insides of her cheeks before releasing them, cracking a smile. She wrapped her tiny pinkie with his bigger one. "I promise," she whispered.