kitten // Jisol

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3rd person POV

Hansol had finally decided to stop kissing because he decided that Joshua would need to go to sleep because he seemed tired. 

"Goodnight Hansol."

"Goodnight my kitten."

Hansol watched until he knew Joshua was asleep, soothingly stroking his hair as he gazed at Joshua's peaceful expression. The moon soon shone through the window, casting a bright light onto the older's small frame. 

I look at my watch, almost 3 am. I should get some sleep. 

I lie down on the bed, pulling the blanket over the both of us and held him in my embrace, pulling my precious kitten to my chest. I press my lips to the top of his head and closing my eyes, I soon drift to sleep. 

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The next morning Hansol was woken up by a nurse at around 9 am. He looks at Joshua, then puts a finger to his lips. "Ssshhh... He's still asleep."

The doctor nods. "I know, I just need to get him some more painkillers in the pump." I watch as he changes the bag, pushing all those buttons that would take away Joshua's suffering. 

The sun casts onto Joshua's face in a film-like manner that makes his beautiful features seem even more angelic. 

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"Hnnggggg..." Joshua yawns, slowly opening his eyes. 

"Good morning babe."

"Good morning Hansol."

I reach for the button next to the bed to call for the nurse. A few minutes later, he comes. "Are you asking for the breakfast menu?" I nod and he says, "Is there anything else that you need?" Joshua asks, "When will I be discharged?"

"Long time little boy. The doctors will come talk to you about it later."

"Oh ok. Thanks."

The door closes, leaving the two of us alone. I get up, take out the hospital-provided sanitary pack and put some toothpaste on 2 toothbrushes. After I brush my teeth I walk over to Joshua, and elevate the bed a bit "Say aaaaaahh" 

He opens his mouth and I try to brush his teeth, but he tells me that he can do it himself. "Awww... But can I just do it? Just for today?" He sighs. "Fine."

I hold his chin, tilting it upwards to get all the other teeth that I probably couldn't see very well before. "Your teeth are very pretty."

I think he almost choked on the toothpaste. He spits out the toothpaste and rinses his mouth quickly. 

"Hansol?"

"Yeah?"

"What do you think of Jessica now?" 

"H-Huh?! What do you mean?!"

"What do you think of her?"

"Well...Ummm....She's my ex...."

He looks down for a second. What's going on in his head?

"What do you want me to tell you?"

"This might seem weird but....What made you actually want to break up with her? You used to go on and on about how she was your everything and that she was the most perfect girl in the world. You even sounded like you enjoyed having sex with her almost every day. You obviously enjoy sex but, what is it that would make you like me since I obviously still a virgin and can't really stand the thought of se-"

"What the actual fuck Joshua I obviously broke up with her for you! She was so mean to you and saying such bad things about you that I knew I had to keep her away. I realised that she was really fake and kind of gross. You helped me find my sexuality and you showed me that the people who truly love others would do anything for them." I paused to take a breath. "You let me realise that what she had for me wasn't really love but just straight-up lust. You, on the other hand, actually loved me. And I feel the same way."

I put the toothbrush away on the bedside table, and for a while, we lock eyes. I feel myself leaning downwards until I could feel his soft lips on mine. We kissed for a while before a knock on the door makes us pull away as the nurse comes with the breakfast menu. 

The two of us just get toast with jam and cereal. 

The second he leaves I kiss him again, holding his face in my hands. He pulls away when I start to bite his lip and try to push my tongue into his mouth, embarrassed. 

"We don't have to have sex until you want to," I say, brushing some hair out of the way of his eyes. "I-it feels good right?" He asks. Just when I am about to answer, the nurse comes in with our breakfast. 

I take the tray of food to him and he I thought it would be cute if I fed him. I pick up the spoon, and hold the cereal up to him, smiling slightly. He looks at the cereal, then me, giving me a sort of bewildered look that changed into one of resignation before he put the spoon into his mouth. I hold up another spoonful as soon as he swallowed, and he eats more of the cereal. 

After he finishes, I put the bowl away and as I proceed to bring him his piece of toast, he started to shake his head. "No no no no I can't possibly eat that mu-"

What the hell. Did he get full just by a bowl of cereal? 

I look at his wrists. They're stick-thin. 

"Y-You're not anorexic are you?" 

"No! Of course not!"

"Then what do you think you are?!"

"......Fat......"

I stare right at him. And he looks down. 

"You're not fat Jisoo..." I whisper, "You're nowhere near fat. Who made you think of yourself this way?" 

He doesn't speak, so I leave the tray on his bed and go outside to just walk around for a while. 

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