Faltering under the pressure of the intrusive thoughts, I figured that it would be best to take a break before arriving to the creek.
I was unaware of how long I had been walking for, my feet cramped and sore as I allowed myself to sit on the edge of a large boulder.
I felt confused.
I always hated whenever I would find myself zoning out and losing my focus, for I became extremely irritable when I couldn't remember anything that had happened to me over the past couple of minutes. I despised myself for this reason, finding that I was agreeing with these intrusive thoughts.
What was my purpose on this earth?
Was I simply a waste of space?
Of time?
Of energy?
Of creation?
I forced myself to stand, continuing down the path as I angrily bit the tender skin on the inside of the cheek.
The world may never know.
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Intrusive
SpiritualIntrusive [inˈtro͞osiv] adj. causing disruption or annoyance through being unwelcome or uninvited. "You see, I struggle with a thing that I like to call 'intrusive thoughts.' This is where I am constantly bombarded with the pain and agony of reflect...
