Sometimes, I can't help but think back to how I used to think.
Although my mind is working to heal and move to a better place, I cannot stop myself from fixating on the past. It amazes me how I can say such negative thoughts about myself yet could never say those things to some of the worst people. I have lived so long without the love and respect for myself that I deserve.
I have to remember that I am one of His creations too. For me to insult a creation of His work is a sin in itself yet I seem to forget that I am a creation myself.
So why do I continue to insult this creation?
He spent time and effort to craft me. To create the person that I am and who I will flourish to be. He has created a path for me that I am taking my time to travel yet I am traveling nonetheless. He has taken his time to put His love into me, which is something that I am grateful for every single day.
I just wish that I had a better way of showing it.
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Intrusive
SpiritualIntrusive [inˈtro͞osiv] adj. causing disruption or annoyance through being unwelcome or uninvited. "You see, I struggle with a thing that I like to call 'intrusive thoughts.' This is where I am constantly bombarded with the pain and agony of reflect...