Divorce Me {h.s}

9

"Alright, let's talk. Let's talk right here in front of Liam and Sophia. Don't need you to pull some crazy shit on me. Start talking, Madison." Harry said.

I looked at him and wiped away my tears. "I'm not trying to pull anything crazy on you. I'm trying to fix our marriage."

He laughed and looked at Liam. "She seriously just said that... wow!"

"What are you talking about?" I asked in confusion.

"Madison..." Liam began. "You've literally told Harry you're done and don't want to fix anything. I'm a little confused as to why all of a sudden you're like this? I shouldn't be in this conversation, but I'm here. I'm here to help."

Sophia nodded. "I'm here to help as well. Always."

I looked at both of them. They truly have been the best friends I've had and have always dealt with everything.

"Thank you. I just want to know what's really going on." I said. "Harry, have you moved on?"

He looked into my eyes. "No, I haven't moved on. Nor will I ever."

"I feel like you have." I said. "You always-"

"Madison." Liam said. "Don't jump to conclusions. Trust me, Harry is my best mate, he hasn't moved on, trust me on this one."

I looked at Liam and then at Sophia. "Believe us when we tell you that he hasn't."

"I'll admit, I was a fucking mess. Huge mess and I see why you wouldn't want that type of husband in your life." Harry said. "But believe me, I have changed. I drink, but it's not daily anymore and I completely stopped with the drugs. I want us to be happy. To make a family."

I stood up and grabbed my purse. "I want you to show me. Show me that you've changed and you really mean everything you're saying. Thanks for having me over, I hope to see guys soon." I said and walked out of the house.

*****
Harry

She walked out as if what I had said was nothing. I haven't been in contact with her because I don't want to beg anymore, I'm done begging and looking like a complete idiot.

It hurt my heart when she was holding in her tears and walked away. She always ends up crying in the end when I actually start saying stuff she doesn't like to hear. But, she needs to know that she isn't always going to be so controlling as she's known to be.

"What do you feel, mate?" Liam asked.

I looked over at him and sighed. "I don't even know. I'm confused as hell. I don't know what she wants."

"Well, she wants to fix things now, I guess." He said. "She actually called me earlier to ask me about you and how you've been avoiding her."

I rolled my eyes. I've only been avoiding her because I don't want to bother her anymore. Nobody will understand. "I haven't been avoiding her."

"What did you even tell her outside? She came in so upset." Sophia said.

I sighed. "I told her the truth, she just doesn't like hearing the truth. She always wants to be right, you know? But I'm done."

"Done?" She asked. "You're in love with her."

I nodded and didn't say anything. I do love her, I really do. But, when things aren't so well, it's not the same. 

My phone rang. I looked at the screen and it was Benjamin, Madison's older brother.  

My eyebrows furrowed, in confusion. Why is he calling? Madison would never involve him into our problems, nor does he involve himself. He's the type of person that stays out of drama, but gets in it if it's necessary.

I stood up and walked out, picking up. "Hello?"

"Harry, what's up bro?" He answered.

"What's up Benjamin, how've you been?" I said.

"I've been well, thanks. I was just calling because we really need to talk dude."

A lot of things were running through my mind when he said that. We were pretty close, I don't even know what it is that he wants to talk about now.

"My sister," He said. "We need to talk about you and my sister."

"Oh, sure." I said. "What happened?"

"She uh," He began. "I don't really know if it concerns you or not, but since you're her husband, I thought you should know."

"Well?"

He sighed. "She's in the hospital."

"What?!" I said a little loud. "What happened? Is she okay?"

"Luckily, she's fine." He said. "But I have a serious question."

"What is it?" I asked.

He stayed quiet for a moment. "Were you guys expecting a baby?"

"I.. don't know." I said, truly. It's been months since we've done things, but it could happen. "Why do you ask?"

I heard screaming through the phone. It sounded like Madison screaming and crying, saying a lot of things. My heart dropped.

"She lost the baby. She's going crazy." Benjamin said. "I'm sorry, I thought you would know. I gotta go. Talk soon." He said and hung up.

I put my phone in my pocket and walked back inside the house. I sat on the couch across from Liam and Sophia.

"We were having a baby. Madison was pregnant."