(A/N~ Suicide attempt! Please be safe! <3 I changed the cover because I thought it suits the story better)
-Lance's pov-
Oh my God, what's wrong with me? Why am I crying? Quiznak... My head is going one hundred miles per hour. My thoughts are really out of their sorts right now.
Do it!
What? Who said that? Do what?
Do it again. You know... cut!
What, no, why would I do that? I have friends and a boyfriend that love and care about me!
You just annoy them. They don't care about you. They just need you to form Voltron.
Well, what about Keith! He loves me! He's my boyfriend after all! We had sex because he loves and cares about me! Why else would he do that?
He just feels bad for you. He just says he loves you out of sympathy.
What! No way! What about my friends?!
Same thing! You bother Hunk to much. You use Pidge's things and it annoys her. You always disappoint Shiro and Allura! And Coran is just trying to motivate you so you'll stay in the team.
What! I guess you're right... I'm needy and annoying. They don't actually love me... Why would they want someone who's loud, stupid, annoying, pathetic, and broken on their team!?
Do it, Lance. Give it a try! You know, you can make this all go away forever if you want. It's easy!
I'm really iffy on that idea... but if no one will care and I'm not hurting anyone I could do it. My family probably thinks I'm dead so I don't have to worry about them.
I look around the room, trying to see if there's anything sharp. I see another one of Keith's blades. How many knives does he have?! I grab it and run into the bathroom. I make seven deep, long cuts on my left wrist. The blood oozes out of it onto the floor.
Drip
Drip
Drip
I do the same thing again, but ok my right wrist. The cuts are deep and sloppy. More blood bleeds out and onto the floor. I cut more and more on both of my wrists. There's so much blood...
Maybe I should write notes to everyone?
I get papers and a pencil out of a drawer...
Dear fellow paladins,
Thank you for staying by me through this. I understand that I can get annoying and need, and I'm happy I had all in this life. Please don't feel sad when I'm gone, you will find a much better defender of the universe.
Hunk and Pidge, thank you for hanging out with me at the Garrison. Hunk, thank you for being my best friend and doing all that crazy stuff with me! Pidge, you are very smart and very sassy, will make it without me. You and Hunk are getting along a lot better then with me. You have the love of electronics!
YOU ARE READING
Blue Lips || Langst
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