He could be the one

H.C.B.T.O 18

*4 years later*

Damian

Things are still so hard on me. A lot of things have changed for me these last 4 years. Good and bad but a way for me to escape the bad things is to think about Sydney. Every time I think about her, I think about all the good times we had together.

The way her smile would brighten up my day, along with the way she could make me feel just by looking at me. I swear on everything that's good, Sydney will always be my baby.

"Aye my nigga, what's good with you?" Keyshawn asked breaking me out my thoughts.

"Nothing much, wassup with you? " I said dappin him.

"Same ole shit. What you was doing? Thinking about Sydney huh?"

"Man yea. I can't stop no matter how hard I try" I said starting to think about her again.

"I know, aye but trust me. It's gets easier"

"It's been 4 years, and everyday it feels like it gets harder" I said truthfully.

"Just give it time."

"I guess, but how Audrey and the baby?" They have a one year old son together.

"They good. We going on vacation soon as I get back to Texas. But anyways, how the trap holding up?"

"It's good, I'm doing a good job at being boss man" I said smiling.

"Yea, but don't forget everything I told you" he said looking serious.

"I know, don't let these niggas see me sweat. Don't play around with these lil niggas cause then they see you as a joke"

"Good, I taught you well" I just chuckled. "But I gotta go check on my business. I hit you up later" he said. I dapped him before he left. I pulled out my phone and started going through all the pictures of Sydney.

"Fuck man" I said out loud. I put my phone down and ran my hands over my face before grabbing my things and leaving. I pulled up in front of my house and walked inside.

Without Sydney, I've become lonely. I'm passed being depressed which is good I guess. All I do is eat, sleep, shit, think about Sydney, go to the trap then it repeats.

"Maybe it's time I move on" I said out loud. I got up, and went to shower before finding something to wear. I looked myself over in the mirror and liked what I saw. A nigga know how to step his game up.

I grabbed my phone, and keys before driving over to a club. I walked in and went straight to V.I.P. A few women looked good, but only one caught my eye.

She was brown skinned, shoulder length hair, and a slim body but an ass that looked squeezeable. She saw me looking so I called her over. She walked over and sat down next to me.

"I'm Chanel" she said smiling at me.

"I'm Damian. You got a man?" I asked. She shook her head before leaning close to my ear.

"We can leave now. The things I wanna do to you will get us kicked out the club" I looked at her and smiled. That's what I'm talking about.

I grabbed her hand and we walked out the club. We got in the car and as we drove to a motel room, she got touchy.

"I want you so bad" she said. I pressed the gas harder. We pulled up to the motel and as soon as we got in the door, she was already all over me. She pushed me down on the bed and started kissing on my neck. Before you know it, she was riding my dick.

"Ah shit Sydney" I said as I slapped her ass. She stopped. "What?"

"Who's Sydney?" she asked.

"What you talking about? "

"You called me Sydney"

"Oh my fault. But keep going" I said and she listened.

"When I'm done with you, you'll forget all about her baby" she said. I chuckled. I hope she know she just a jump off.

After about 2 hours, I was tired as fuck. And this hoe had the nerve to try and cuddle. I pushed her ass so quick.

"Damn baby what's wrong?" she asked.

"You need to go" and that's what she did. She was cursing and all, but I wasn't trying to hear all that. I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

I woke up around 12 to my phone ringing. It was a unknown number from Cali but I answered anyway.

"Hello" I answered.

"Hello, Damian?" A female voice said.

"Who this?"

"Is this Damian? "

"Yea who this?" I sat up and leaned against the head board

"Sydney" I smiled so wide. I've been waiting forever for her call.

"Damn baby I miss you so much. When you coming home?"

"I miss you too, but I don't think I am. I'm still trying to clear my mind and got much stuff going on"

"It's been 4 fucking years Sydney" I yelled.

"You need to lower your voice when talking to me. I know how long it's been but I can't come back yet"

"What you waiting for? Judgement day is going to come and go before you decide to come back."

"I ain't call for this. I gotta go"

I sighed loudly before putting on my clothes and going home.

Sydney

I sighed loudly before walking into the trap house. I nodded to everyone I passed then sat down behind my desk.

Yeap, I'm boss now.

I made my dream come true but that's not why I came to Cali. I came to get my head straight. That was my first time talking to Damian in 4 years. It was hard, but I did it.

Now I'm head of the small female gang, Trinitarios. But for the 7 main women I trust, we call ourself BB's. Most men think it means Boss Bitches or Bad Barbies. But actually it stands for Boss Barbies.

The 7 women I trust, we are all bosses and put in work but look very good while doing it. The 7 women are Me, Raven, Ashanti, Talitha, Sam, and Shirley. Sometimes Audrey but since she has a baby now, she not really around.

The 7 of us do the big jobs like making deals and robbery. The other women are used to pack products and for big problems like when niggas think they could get over on us. I am #2, right behind Damian gang.

"Aye boss, don't forget we gotta go down to Mexico and do the deal with Chavez" Sam said.

I nodded before going back to going over the incoming money. Everything looked right, so I got my things and left. "Raven close up" I said.

"Iight" she said. I walked out to my car and drove home. I walked in and went straight to the shower. When I got out, I cooked and ate. I laid down and looked at the ceiling.

I miss Damian so much. After the incident at Jordan's house, we haven't seen each other. Sometimes I think of just going back to Florida and surprising him. My work phone started ringing.

"Speak"

"The head of MHM want a meeting with you" Ashanti said.

"When"

"Soon as we leave Mexico, we gotta fly out to Florida"

"Iight"

MHM is Keyshawn gang, well Damian gang now. Word got around that I'm head chick now, but Damian doesn't know and I don't know why. I unlocked my phone and went through the pictures of Damian.

"Oh Damian " I said smiling. I put my phone down, and went to sleep.

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Thought she was dead? I couldn't do that, thats bae.

4 years thoo.. damn

And that Chanel, girl.. eh, hoes be like

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