Will It Ever Get Better?

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Betty's POV
I find myself back at the tree house where Jughead hung himself because of me. I go back in and it seems to have changed but it also reaviled one more letter and it's says " Reggie." I pick up the note sit on the chair and begin to read the letter. "Hey Reggie guess what I did. Oh I bet you think I killed Jason, I didn't do that but I did kill someone else. Guess who? ME! So I bet your happy you don't have to worry about the outcast Wednesday Adams's anymore. Your going to miss me, because there will just be an empty ness inside you saying I wish Jughead was here so I could pick on him. But we all know you going to find a new kid to call them names. Hey you know what how about you do all a favor, and just fucking never talk again and just be stuck with your thoughts. Do you like it? Yeah I know that was my world forever until now. Well goodbye you asshole I won't miss you."  I finished reading it and I kinda laugh at part of it. So I stick the note in my pocket, I go look around where Jughead hung himself. I grab the rope, I immediately drop it because it feels so wrong. It feels like I can't pick up a rope without thinking what I could do to myself with it. I drop the rope and run away from the treehouse crying. I end up running to a tree on a hill. The tree is tall, and wide, I take my serpent jacket of and I put my face into it and start to cry my eyes out. I think it's all my fault, if I didn't kiss Archie this would have never happened. I would of been at home probably texting him, we could've walked into the school again like badasses but I guess that will never happen again. I won't be able to eat with him at pops again, and tell our life stories, and our problems. But of course I had to go and fuck it up like I do to everything.

Jugheads POVI think how am I fucking still thinking I wanted to die

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Jugheads POV
I think how am I fucking still thinking I wanted to die. Realize by now Betty has seen my notes, because if she hadn't I wouldn't be in this hospital bed. I'm wake and I can see but I can't talk. I try to say "where's Betty?" But the words can't seem to come out but my throats hurts really bad. I look down at my throats and it is blue and purple and completely swollen. I absolutely can't believe I'm still alive...

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