Bughead• Love has its set backs

Emotions Are Too Much

Bettys POV

I walk out of the bathroom after Jughead said i could come out her tells me to take off my hoodie and that means my cuts are visable. I heard him yelling at everyone, he was right no one noticed and no one cared, and they still don't give a fucking shit about us. Now all they know is that I was miss perfect and now I'm miss suicidal. I wish I killed my self in the bath tub last night then everyone would wonder why and it would be a mystery, but now if they do it won't be like no one knew because almost everyone at this school knows now. If I do kill myself people will get blamed, but good for them they deserve it. I still don't give a shit that people might try to help me it's going to make things worse everting does because no one can help me. I'm broken, I'm shattered, I'm too dark to live, and I'm too depressed to stay alive. I snap back to reality, everyones staring at my scars, the bell rings and Jughead and I walk to class.

Cheer practice today was terrible everyone was staring at me and whispering to each other like i wan't even there and i couldn't hear them but i could and they were saying things like she finally snapped, good girl turned depressed. The thing is people who are depressed see the world for what it really is. People like me that struggle with depression know that this world is not rainbows and unicorns, its actually broken,and terriable.

When school finally ends I keep the hoodie that Jughead told me too wear and I run home without talking to anyone. I get to my house run up stairs and turn on the bath. The tub is almost over flowing, I grab a knife put it by the tub,I grab my phone and put by the tub, and Then i take off my shirt and leggings and go into the tub with my bra and underwear on. I start to cry I grab my phone and call Jughead. He answered and said "Hey Betty were are you do you want me too come over." "Jughead hurry i'm about to do something really bad i can't help it.' i cry into the phone while holding the knife up to my wrists "Betty don't do this I'll be there ASAP." he says        I start to cry even louder as I began to cut my self "Betty stop I'm right in front of your house!" he says  The only cut i made was on my right arm but it looks like I did like 5 by how much blood is in the tub. "Betty." I hear Jughead say as he walks in the bathroom as I pass out.....