Your Love Is My Rage |Symere Woods| (completed)

32.

I know I'm evil... but

*sips tea*

Symere Woods

Pregnant?
Jessalina is pregnant? I'm shocked... part of me is happy I finally have a child of my own but the demon part of me is suddenly overwhelmed with emotions.

"Babe did you heard?" Jessalina snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah, Your going to have a lil uzi" I smiled.

"I love you" she said as she snaked her hand onto mines and I interlock our fingers together.

"I love you too" I said back.

"Mommy wah is pregnant?" Tressa asked.

"Well you don't need to know just yet because daddy will be mad and probably will kill your boyfriend if that happens to you" I bud in.

"Wah? Don't kill him." Tressa looked at me sympathy.

I sighed. "I won't kill him now but-"

"He's not going to kill him baby girl and mommy is going to have another baby so he or she will be your sister or brother" Jess said to tressa and She smiled.

"I will have a sista or brotha. I can't wait" Tressa jumped up and down clapping.

Me and jess just laughed at her silliness.

"Wait" Tressa looked at us with a puzzled look.

"Where is he or she now?" Tressa asked.

"In my stomach" Jess took Tressa hand and place it on her stomach.

"Woah, cool" I laughed at how amazed Tressa is.

"Okay Mrs.Woods I'll have to get you cleaned up so you can get going" The nurse said.

"Oh we-"

"Okay, Mrs.woods will love to be home" I smirked as she rolled her eyes.

After Jess got cleaned up we got out the hospital and head out to car.

"Mommy lets go to the park" Tressa said.

"Okay we will" Jess said and I squeezed her hand.

"Park we go" I said as we got in the car.

Jessalina Marilyn

It's true I'm pregnant. There's no denying that. I sighed. What about my life?

With the blink of an eye we are already out of the car and Tressa already ran off to the playground.

"I just can't believe your pregnant this is just incredible" Symere mouthed off.

"Yeah" I said seemingly off and he knows it.

"What's wrong you don't sound happy?" He asked ask me as we are now walking and to the benches.

"Don't get me wrong I'm happy that I'm pregnant for someone I love deeply. I want you to finally have a child that you can call and be your own. With your eyes, your smile, my hair and your attitude. Not a step child like Tressa even though she looks up to you as her real dad and you love her as if she were your own. I'm just worried about me and my career. I have this big modeling gig that I will be modeling Donna Karen Clothes and going to New York in a couple of days. But I'm afraid I have to turn down the offer because I'm pregnant. I don't want my first real big photoshoots with a pregnant belly. Or what if they said they don't want me to model their clothes because I'm pregnant" I sighed and speaking out my feelings to him.

"Babe I understand where you coming from but you don't have to stop what you like just because your pregnant. Who even said you can't model your clothes because your pregnant? Do you know how many models are pregnant and don't give a shit about how people view them? Seriously Jess your speaking as if your freaking 5 months pregnant. I would love to my fiancé up on that stage with Donna Karen clothes and telling the world to kiss her pregnant ass" He ranted but soon come into speech and an comfort with words all in one. I soon to start to tear up. This rockstar I call my baby, my fiancé, my world, my scott and my soon to be baby daddy. He stood by me in my darkest time, he help me with Tressa, he shot someone for me and he showed me he loves me with his words. Although I'm a sucker for sweet words, he sure knows how to make me feel like I'm the only girl in this world. I'm glad to say that I'm happy I'm going to be pregnant with our bundle of joy.

"I'm sorry if that came off rude...I didn't want to make you cry, I just hate that-"

"No, you didn't do or say anything wrong." I wiped my tears and proceed to speak.

"I'm just happy, I found you and I'm going to share half of my life with you. We had our ups and downs but we still remained as one and only stronger. You helped me through my darkest periods in my life. You help me with Tressa. You shot Trey for me. You made sure I was safe. You never once cheated and I'm grateful. You asked me to marry you. I'm now engaged with the most beautiful and handsome man in this world and I'm thankful that we are going to have our bundle of joy and happiness together." I said as look in his beautiful shiny brown eyes as was slowly turning glossy.

☕️ *sips tea*

"I was hurt before believe it or not, it was Brittany who hurt me even when I was faithful. She left a hole in my heart which led me to throw love away. I later met Ashanty and she showed me the real meaning of why I should love again. We kissed a few times but it was never that serious. We later caught feelings for each other but that all changed once Ashanty dated this guy. We lost contact and I was lost and lonely in this world again. When I met you I was slowly healing from all the pain. I felt as if you was my drug. I slowly became possessive and controlling over you. But when I was finally able to have some closure with Brittany, she killed herself. I was lost and broken again.  I'm grateful you stuck by my rude and sarcastic ass through all of that. I love you Jess and I seriously want to be on the stage where our marriage takes place so I can say I do" He said and I immediately hugged him. First time in forever he told me his story and I feel so much sympathy for him. He been through so much and I'm glad he's with me.

"I'm so emotional right now" Symere sniffed.

"I know, I am too" I smiled as I rubs his back.

"Good" he said and he swooped me up from how I was sitting and sat me down on his lap. I place my head on his chest hearing his heartbeat.

"You know what Jess?" Symere said.

"What Sy?" I asked.

"You are now my Ramona" He said.

"And you are now my Scott" I said with a smiled.

"Wah about me dad" Tressa popped out of nowhere.

"Your Ramonica" He said to me as he took Tressa and sat her on his other lap.

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