Your Love Is My Rage |Symere Woods| (completed)

16.

To answer lil_teen_26 question you should know that she's having problems on her own. Of course shes going to be mad. If you had pay attention to chapter 14 Jessalina was crying. But why though? That's what this chapter is going to be about.

Just to clarify, I do not have a mother. Like writing some of these motherly stuff isn't from my experiences. I only have a dad and I'm grateful for that. Not every kid grows up with both parents. Major of us kids only has one of either parents. So if you have both parents you should be very grateful for that because not everyone had the same family you have.

God I'm crying so hard writing this but I hope I got that out of the way. I also didn't write that just for people to feel pity or bad for me. I'm just reaching out for other people who might of experience or might be going through the stage of not having both parents and wishing you did had both parents because of your friends has both parents and it makes you feel like your missing out and I'm here to tell you. Your not missing out on anything. If your experiencing something like this or similar you can always dm me and I'll be there for you and support you through each process.

I'm probably still crying while I update this book but I'll get over it....

After 8 years of my life this is the first time Im telling the public this.

I seriously love you guys who reads and comments and vote on this book you guys r starsss!!!

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RECAP!!

Previously on chapter 13: "Mhm" I mocked him before turning to mama house.

Jessalina Marilyn

I got down from the car and went inside to the house. Uzi stayed in the car.

"Hey mama" I greet my mother.

"Hey sweetpea how was the date between you and your mister?" She asked.

"It was fantastic mom until he started acting different meaning he was being more unusual." I told my mom.

"I mean do you think he's cheating? Or doing some sort with other females?" Mom asked me as she folds the laundry.

"Mom I really do not know if he's cheating or doing other things He's not supposed to be doing because he knows better." I told her.

"Sometimes they know their are not supposed to do it but they do it anyway. They use something called taking a risk." She explain.

"But why do he wants to do that when he has me and we literally just got in a relationship mother." I told her as I slides my hand against my face with fustration.

"Hon I really do not know, it's his body and his intelligence." My mom said as she continued doing the laundry.

"I guess your right." I sighed.

"Ma ma?" I heard tressa said. I turned around and she was on her feet.

"Baby wassup" I told her as I pick up her up.

"Ma ma!" She said as her eyes lit up.

"Hey baby wass popping" I said as she kissed my face.

"Nuffin ma ma" she said as she puts her right on her hip and her left hand was waving left to right.

"Oh already a diva." I laugh and she giggles.

"Ma ma weres da da?" She asked me.

"Well sweet heart fortunately we are having some problems right now and he's in the car doing God knows what" I said to her and she chuckled.

"He do bad?" She asked. She's just so adorable.

"Not really." I told her.

"O" She said and I laugh.

"I play" she said.

"You want to play?" I asked her.

"Yesh" she said as she cupped my face.

"Sure baby" I said as she shower my face with kisses.

"Alright alright" I laughed and let her go. She ran off in the living room to play with her toys.

"Jessalina?" Mama called me.

"Yes?" I said.

"We need to talk" she said.

"Ok I'm coming" I said and made my way to her.

"Ok I need to tell you something that's important but I want it to be kept between us ok?" She said.

"Ok" I said to her.

"You know how much your father loves you right?" She asked.

"Until the blood in my vain dries up from my body, I will always love you child" I started.

"Yes mom I know" I laughed.

"You still remember that. It was 10 years ago." Mom chuckled.

"I was 8 and I asked dad much did he loves me and responded with that" i laughed.

"Right next to the fire place. you known he could of thrown you in the fire" she said.

I laughed. I can't take my mother seriously.

"Well, Your father have leukemia"My mom started tearing up.

"What? How?"My eyes enlarge.

"I found out that he was taking pills and he hid them behind his bed and when I took the pill bottle and read it. It was for people with leukemia. I asked him about it and he said he's sorry that I had to find out this way. He also had told me he's close to dying. Child I never cried so damn hard. He wanted you to tell that he's has leukemia face to face." My mother said and I just cried.

"I'm sorry baby" my mama said as she comforts me.

"When do I get to see him?" I wiped my face.

"Visiting hours is tomorrow" my mom said.

"Ok" was all I said while my mom comforted me.

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Symere made his way to me and Tresslyn talking to my mama. I know he sees my eyes puffy and red.

"Jess we got to go" was all he could say.

"No I'm staying right here with my mother" I simply said as I wiped my eyes.

"You must be Symere Woods. The famous rapper my husband love to listen to" My mama said trying to put a smile on her face.

He gave her a smile.

"What's the new song you had release? I believe it's XO TOUR LIF3" My mama said.

"Yes it is" He gave my mama a weird smile.

"I hoping you can keep my grand daughter and daughter happy. She really looks up to you" My mama said as she gave him Tresslyn.

He looked over at me and I nodded and mouth out "Take Tresslyn Too".

"I know thank you. But can I be excused?" He said as he grabs Tresslyn stuff.

"What a gentlemen! You may" My mama said and He made his way to the door with Tresslyn.

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Babe said he can fuck the sickness out of me. I wish he could but he didn't sooo. How's your day going? I'm sick as hell. Moving soon. Not going to school tomorrow so you might be looking at 6 updates..Keyword might....Or maybe 3 depending on Tyler.. if he doesn't want any nasty ass favors.

I promise you I'm still a virgin 😂😂.

This chapter was just a recap on Jessalina since we haven't been seeing her point of view often. I know I still left y'all hanging on last chapter but I'll explain everything on next chapter.

Disclaimer..I'm sick.