Your Love Is My Rage |Symere Woods| (completed)

11.

Symere Woods

That was some intense tricks Jessa had up her sleeves. We are currently on the bed full on naked.

"When we gone get Tressa?" I asked her as she had her head on chest.

"in a few hours" she said.

"Okay" I said to her as it was peaceful and quiet.

Next day

It's like 5 in the morning and Brittany called me to come over. As much as I didn't want to leave Jess by herself I had too.

"Who you was on the phone with?" She's asked half asleep.

"Rick" I lied as I got up from the bed.

"Who?" She asked.

"Adym" I told her.

"Oh papi Ricco. Alright have fun " She said and then went back to sleep.

Papi Ricco? Is he fucking my girl? We gotta talk about this.

I put my clothes on and went outside. I went in my car and went to her house.

I reached her house and knocked on the door. She opened the door and it looks like she been crying.

"Hey..thanks for coming. I'm sorry I took you from Jess I really need to talk to you." She sniffed.

"Yeah its fine...."I trailed off as she made me enter her house.

"So what's the problem? why you look like you been crying?" I asked her as I sat on the couch, looking on my phone just in case Jess calls I can pick it up.

"I got fired from my job..." She sighed.

"Why?" I asked her.

"I found out that I have a multiple identity disorder and I have depression." She said as she sniffed.

"What? That's terrible. How did you find out?" I asked her.

"After we broke up, I was acting a little different. I knew I had depression but I thought it was just a phase and it would of gone away. I soon realize it wasn't just a phase it was a disorder. I was just walking around until I passed out for a week straight until I woke up yesterday. They told me I was acting like I was the baddest bitch {I'm still am btw} and I had an obsession with you. I wanted you all to myself. I said I was going to kill anyone who has you-"She started crying.

"Wow...um...ok...I really don't know what to see right now but good luck?" I said.

"Good luck? What do you mean good luck? I'm not even going to argue with you just keep Jess and the baby girl safe and away from me." She sighed as she turned her head to the side.

"I-im sorry. I didn't-" I stuttered as I was trying to hug her but she pushed me away.

"Go Symere and I'm not saying it again" She pointed to the door.

"Just let me-"

"Talk? Oh no you did enough of that. Just keep them safe away from me ok." She said.

"Please let me talk-"

"Can you just listen Symere? Go please do that for me Jess and the babygirl. Just keep them safe from me." She said as she opened the door and waited for me to go outside.

"Okay. Just know I love you and I will always will." I said to her as I lean in and hugged her.

"I know and I will always love you too" she said as she hugged me back and rubs my back.

"Fuck with my baby swear to god that nigga gone bleed" I sang softly to her.

"She left that boy and ride for me " she sang softly to me.

"Promise me that you would not leave me alone." I said as a tears drop from my eyes.

"I promise" she smiled and kissed my cheek then wipe the tears.

We broke our hugged and said our goodbyes. I went to my car and went back to the house.

^~^

I reached the house and opened the door. "Hey baby" Jess said as she kissed my cheeks.

"Hey" I said dryly not wanted to be bothered.

"What's going on?" She asked.

"Nothing. It's fine." I said to her.

"Clearly your not fine. Just tell me what's wrong with you." She said.

I stayed quiet and just sat on the couch.

"So your not going to answer what I just said. What's wrong with you?" She asked again with a little bit with a attitude.

"Can we just drop this?" I sighed.

"Fine and your food is on the microwave" she said as she went to the kitchen.

"I'm not hungry" I denied the food.

"Ok" she said simply as I went to the room and looked for my Xanny. I looked on the shelf but it looks like it has been clean. I went back downstairs.

"Where's my Xanny?" I asked her.

"Oh you can smoke but you can't talk about why you mad. Tsk Tsk" she rolled her eyes.

"I'm not going to play with you where is it?" I asked her gritting my teeth together.

"It's on the black shelf."She sighed and went to go get it. Once I got it I went downstairs and went to my car.

I took out 2 Xanny pills and crushed them in powder. I put the powder in the pipe and lit it up. This should get me out of my problems.

Xanny numb the pain yeah. Please, Xanny make it go away.

I'm committed, not addicted but it keep controlling me.

All that pain now I can’t feel it, I swear that it's slowing me

^~^

Y'all wanted a updated and you got it. I know this update wasn't what you was expecting for, but it is apart of the plot. I do truly feel bad for Brittany though. I feel bad for uzi too 😭.

Anyways I just started school so my updating schedule will be a little off but I'll still post chapters on this book.

What grade you guys in? I'm a freshman in highschool what about you?