Your Love Is My Rage |Symere Woods| (completed)

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Jessalina Marilyn (Next Day)

It has been 11 hours since I had talk to Sy manager. I guess he's really tired, I don't know yet.

I picked up my phone and dial his number. I put it on speaker and wait for it to ring.

"Ring"

"Ring"

"Ring"

"I'm sorry the number you tried to dial is not available at this time. Please try again later"

Then it hanged up. I tried calling again.

"Ring"

"Ring"

"Ring"

"I'm sorry the number you tried to dial-" then I hanged up the phone.

I put my phone down and sighed. He's probably busy, you trust him right... I say to myself.

I look at the mirror and realized that my stomach is getting bigger. I rub my baby bump and begin thinking about symere again. I'm just really worried even though it was just 11 hours.

I heard the door opens "Hey mommy, I'm ready. Can we go now?" Tressa said with herself dressed in her clothes for school and carrying a lunchbox with symere face on it.

"You love that lunch box huh?" I asked with a smile plastered on my face.

"Uh yes mommy. That's my dad. Plus girls in my school envy me because my dad is a rapper" She said smiling, showing her dimples.

"So Tressa shows off her daddy at school now." I said and she looks at me with attitude.

"Of course. My dad is one of a kind. Everyone wanna be like him because he's awesome" she smirked with her hands on her hips.

"Yeah, yeah. Now I'm beginning to think your spoiled baby girl" I told her and she smiled.

"Because daddy loves me." She said as she closed her eyes and sticks out her tongue.

I quickly took a picture of her so I can send it to her daddy lol.

"What about Trey?" I asked her.

"Trey? My other daddy? What about him?" She asked me.

"Just asking" I just wanted to make sure she still knows that Trey is still her daddy even if he's not with her all the time.

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I grabbed my keys from off the counters and went to the car with tressa.

I opened the backseat for her to get in and sit down. I went to the driver seat and put in the key into the ignition. I turned it forward and waited for it to start.

Once it was started, I made sure that the house was lock then went back into the car.

I closed the car door and Tresslyn did the same.

I plugged my phone into the Aux cord. I looked to my playlist and looked for a song to get hype to.

I found Jocelyn Flores. I clicked it and let it play.

"I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain"

"I'm been tripping bout some things, can't change"

"Suicidal, same time I'm tame"

"Picture this, in bed get a phone call"

"The girl that you fucked with kill herself."

"That was this summer and nobody help"

"And ever since then, man, I hate myself"

"Wanna fuck it end it, pessimistic"

"All wanna see me with no pot to piss in"

"But niggas been excited about the grave I'm digging"

"Having conversations about my haste decisions"

"Fucking sicken; at the same time"

"Memories surface through the grapevine"

"Bout my uncle playing with a slip knot"

"Post traumatic stress got me fucked up"

"Been fucked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up"

"I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on."

"And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb."

"I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on."

"And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb-"

I pulled up to Tresslyn's school.

"Bye mommy. Remember pick me up at 1:50 okay?" She reminds me.

"Okay, baby I got you" I said to her as she gave me a kiss on the cheeks.

"Bye mommy see you later" she said.

"Okay" I said back to her and she got down the car then closed the door.

"Love you mommy" She said and I said it back.

She blowed a kiss to me and I did the same back to her.

She reached the side walk and proceed walking to her school.

I looked at her as tears fell from my eyes. I can't believe she's growing up.

I played the song and speed off. To my doctor appointment I go.

Honeybon 🙈: I having a play date with Ariel, I was just wondering whether or not Tresslyn wanna come.

Me: she would like to come ❤️☺️

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Thats the worst thing she should never done that. 🙄

I actually feel bad that she doesn't knows bout what they plotting.

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