Don't Disappear

Chapter 17 (BMC & DEH)

TW: Mentions of suicide.

Zoe-
I walked out of the bathroom, quickly. I ran into my bedroom. Pain, regret, and selfishness filled my body, but somehow, I was happy. I felt whole, like if there was a piece of me missing and I found it. I walked out to my closet and pulled out a light blue sweatshirt with pink flowers on it. I threw it on and walked back down stairs.

Christine-
"Zoe's been in the bathroom for a while, maybe we should check on her," I suggested snuggling with Jenna. "Hmmm, maybe not, y'know it might be her time of the month, y'know?" Jenna asked confused.

Boi, isn't she something special.
*insert sarcasm*

Zoe walked down the stairs wearing a sweatshirt. Her face had makeup on it. But I just acted like I couldn't see the tear streaks underneath it.

She sat down on the couch with her head in her knees.

"You feeling okay, hon?" Jenna asked.

She looked up surprised. Before smirking and looking at the position we were in.

That's when she pounced on us scaring us and making us fall into the ground laughing.

"I'll take that as a yes," Jenna laughed out trying to catch her breath.

Zoe smiled before sitting in position her before. I got up and sat next her. Jenna followed.

We all snuggleded together and watched some Christmas movies and ate some of the cookies I made. (Dramatic hair). Until sleep over took us.

Jenna-
After the sleepy heads fell asleep I carried them to Zoe's room. I carried Zoe first since she looked like she was about to pass out from the hot sweatshirt she was wearing.

When I got her to her room I pulled her sweatshirt off.

Mistake.

I gasped at her arms.

I pulled myself together to tuck her in and run down stairs before collapsing in tears next to a sleeping Christine.

Christine-
I woke up to hear someone crying next to me. I opened my eyes although they were begging otherwise. I sat up and looked at a crying Jenna.

"J-Jenna?" I asked yawning, I hate my morning voice.

She looked at me, tears rolling down her face. I got up immediately. Jenna never cries in front of people, so I knew something was wrong.

I ran over to,(still barely awake), and held her shaking, crying body near me. I kissed her head softly.

"Shh, what's wrong sweetheart?" I asked softly moving the hair that covered her adorable face.

She whimpered slightly before pointing upstairs.

I helped her up easily, I picked her up in a piggy-back ride. I went upstairs into Zoe's room. I let Jenna down easily. I then collapsed to the floor easily crying.

Jenna threw her hand over my mouth, she didn't want to wake Zoe.

She then picked me up bridal style and carried me to Connor's bedroom. She shut the door behind us.

She sat me down on the bed while calling someone.

The contact name read:
"Jake"

"W-why J-Jake?" I asked stuttering.

"I'm too scared to tell C-Connor m-myself," she replied.

She put Jake on speaker.

~A few minutes away~

Jake-

"HEy I jUst meT YOu, aND tHiS Is cRaZY bUt HeRE's mY nUMbEr sO cAlL mE MaYbe..."

Rich looked at me confused. I reached for my phone.

The contact name read:
"Jenna"

"Jenna Rolan calling?" Rich asked.
"Jenna Rolan calling," I nodded towards him.
"Jenna Rolan calling?" we looked at eachother curiously.

"Hey?" I asked.
"H-hey," she sniffled out.
"OMGS, are you ok?"
"Y-yeah,"
"Then why are you crying,"
I waited for awhile for an answer, Rich looked at me concerned.
"J-just come over to the Murphy's a-asap,"
"Oh, ok?"
She hung up.

I turned to Rich who looked curious and concerned.
"We gotta go," I stated. He nodded in understandment.

Author's Note-
Hullo Teddy-Bears. I'm sorry for, yeah..... Well anyways, to make it up to you I put an awesome video up there. Plus if you guys like my this cringey story, go checkout my shared account with greekgeek11213 it's name is BurningBathbombs we are currently writing a DEH and BMC oneshot book. Oh and I'm Rich and greekgeek11213 is Jake, follow her!! So yeah I think that's it, have a good *insert time of day* and if you ever need to talk about anything I'm heere. Until the future Teddy-Bears, I'm out.
-Han
(745 words) ;)