Diary of a Band Whore | Got7 (Discontinued)

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March 28th - (Jackson's P.O.V)

The beeping of a machine echoed; slowly opening my eyes, I look towards the source of the sound to see it was a heart monitor. Looking around the room, I came to the realization that i was in a hospital room.
"You're awake!" a voice exclaimed from beside me which i recognized as Jinyoung's.
"W-what happened?" I asked confused while attempting to sit up.
"You were in a car accident" he stated as he wiped his tears. "You drove drunk you pabo! How could you do that?"
"I'm sorry" i mumbled, looking down at my hands as memories of the previous night came flooding back;
Flashback
She grabbed my hand and pulled me into the crowd of drunken bodies. Pressing her back against my chest, she started dancing against my body. My body started to sway with her, clearly taking control over my brain-dead state of mine self. She then turned her body and wrapped her arms around my neck tightly. Unexpectedly, her lips attacked mine; closing my eyes, I foolishly allow it to happen as I kiss her back. Pulling each other closer, we continue to roughly make out in the corner of the dance floor.
Present Time
I held onto my head as it started to throb, tears instantly swelling up my eyes.
"Jinyoung" I whispered to him as I looked up at him, tears staining my cheeks. "I really fucked up."
"It was just a car accident-" he started.
"Not that, I made a mistake" I interrupted him.
"Jackson Wang, what did you do?" he looked at me sternly.
"I cheated" managing to choke out through tears, I looked away from Jinyoung's piercing gaze that I swear could burn holes into the side of my head.
"With who?" Jinyoung questioned.
"A-Allison" I stuttered shamefully. As soon as the name left my lips, he shot up from his seat and left the room leaving me along to my thoughts.
Not long after, one of the nurses came in and freed me from the machines I was previously hooked up to.
"You're free to leave Mr. Wang, your friend is waiting for you" she kindly said as she bowed before leaving. Slowly getting off the bed, I instantly groaned at the stiff pain that shot up my back. Leaving the room, my eyes land on Jinyoung; he stood by the front door talking into his phone to someone. I couldn't make out what they were talking about but as I approached, i heard him whisper the words love you to the person on the other end before hanging up. When our eyes met, the look of dishonour sent chills down my spine.
"Who was that?" I asked curiously but he ignored my question and left the hospital as he made his way to the car; Hurriedly following him, I get into his car; the ride to the dorm was filled with awkward silence as I stared out the window. My birthday was already going down the drain.
At The Dorm
Walking into the dorm, I noticed the place was dark. Deciding to go to the living room, I turn on the lights but i'm interrupted.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY" was screamed by my group of friends that filled the room. Instantly, Maysa rushed up to me with a big smile on her face and hugged me tightly. Kissing her forehead, I look down at her.
"Thank you sweetheart" I spoke up.
"You're welcome Oppa" she replied as she looked up, but I noticed her eyes looked puffy.
"Have you been crying?" I asked concerned but before she could answer, Jaebum approached the two of us and patted me on the back, wishing me a happy birthday. Maysa left my arms without saying any words and walked towards Yugyeom who waited for her with open arms; he sent a soft but painful glance in my direction which made my stomach turn with guilt.
"You okay Hyung?" Youngjae asked as he locked arms with Jaebum.
"Not really, got a lot on my mind" I answered with a sigh.
"I'm here if you want to talk" Jaebum spoke.
"Thank you Jaebummie" I smiled softly at him.
After catching up with some of the guys, I looked around for my two partners but they were no where to be seen. Suddenly I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.
Baby Boy: Jackson, come out to the backyard. We need to talk to you.
My heartbeat fastened to the point I thought it was going to rip out of my chest.
Me: I'll be there in a sec
Taking a deep breath, I make my way to the backyard. Sitting inside the gazebo that was near the back of our yard, I face both Maysa and Yugyeom.
"Why were you out drinking last night?" Maysa spoke up first.
"I had a lot on my mind" I answered honestly.
"Like what?"
"Well, lately i've been feeling left out" I started. "Like, it often seems like you two like each other more than me."
"Jackson, you know we both love you" Yugyeom said softly as he looked into my eyes.
"You could of just talked to us Jackson, not cheat then drive drunk and scare the shit out of me" Maysa said through tears. Suddenly I became speechless. "We saw the photos. You're an idol, did you really expect nobody to see you?"
"I-I'm sorry" I stuttered as I started to cry.
"Sorry you done it, or sorry you got caught?" Maysa asked but got up and left in tears before I even had a chance to answer. Instantly, I stood up to chase her but was stopped when I felt Yugyeom's hand on my chest.
"You've done enough for now Hyung" He said before chasing after Maysa into the house. Instead of following, I decided to just stay outside alone.
Maysa's P.O.V
Once I made it into the house, I ran; running pass all the bodies that filled the living room as tears streamed down my cheeks. I ran faster to avoid anyone's possible questions of why I'm upset. Making it into Yugyeom's room, I slam the door behind me as I plop down onto the bed; burying my head into the pillow, I bawl my eyes out until no more tears can flow.
"Maysa?" Yugyeom's voice is heard from the other side of the door before he entered. As soon as he saw me, he scooped me up into his arms and I instantly buried my face into his chest.
"Yugie, how could he do that to us?" I managed to choke out between hiccupped cries.
"I don't know Princess" he spoke as he rubbed my back. "But i'm sure he'll make up for it."
He planted a soft kiss on my forehead while gently playing with my hair; before I knew it, I had fallen asleep in his arms.
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A/N: Haven't updated in over a month😅 Sorry for the lack of an update, especially after what happened in the last chapter but I just lacked the motivation to write plus my little cousin ended up doing something to my computer which had my only copy of my outline. Eventually I rewrote what I remembered onto my phone so i'm back! Hopefully my updates will become more frequent. Feedback would be appreciated!