Everything, Joey

5

I wake up next morning with my stomach hurting. Hurting with the pain of being let down.
It was a sickening feeling.
I take a shower to try wash away my feelings, nope that didn't work.
I decide to go to my creation room the only place that can make me feel happy, for now.
I walked in and saw my window covered in pictures of the ocean.
I'm shocked, happy, excited I don't know!! . I walk up and feel a smile grow on my face. I look at the beautiful pictures and see a note.
' I want to see the sea with you ' - Joey.
I cover my mouth, 'oh my god' I say to myself .
I laugh so much, gosh he's adorable.
I admire every single picture of the ocean imagining to myself what it would be like to be there. I want to see the world and not be trapped inside this cage for the rest of my life.
Who cares about dieing am I right? You only live once.
An idea immediately comes to my head.
I smile at the thought. I registered myself a while ago and got my very own credit card and I might or might no of been doing some research of online jobs...
I get on my computer and get to work.
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I go to my room and pack quickly before my mom gets back , I hide the suitcase under my bed and smile big.
Tomorrow,
It's going to happen tomorrow.
I look out the window and see Joey wondering around his room. I try knocking the window and he finally catches my attention.
He holds up his phone and I shake my head.
My mom took my phone so I wouldn't be able to text Joey, of course.
He picks up a piece of cardboard and writes on it,
'Are you ok? ' I read. I nod smiling.
He smiles back
He writes on it again,
' when will I see you again?' He looks at me sadly.
I shrug looking down, inside I know when.
I love this.
I look at him and write on a piece of paper, ' What is it like seeing the ocean' he reads and smiles picking up his piece of cardboard.
'It's a place like no other' he replies. I want to see it with him. I need to see it with him. I HAVE to see it with him.
My new nurse calls me for dinner and I say a quick goodbye before going downstairs.
So, my mom had to replace Maria and has assigned me a new nurse.
Nobody could ever be like Maria.
I walk down the stairs and see at a middle age woman with short brown hair standing there folding her arms.
No expression whatsoever on her face.
' my name is Jane but you must call me Ms.White , you have four hours a day of usage of internet , you must eat the food I give you and also take the medicine, I want no rudeness thank you very much' she says walking away.
I wasn't wrong when I said nobody could be like Maria.
I sit and eat my dinner looking around the kitchen.
She actually has sticky notes everywhere, I mean on the fridge, chair, fruit bowl, staircase... oh my god.
I go to my creation room and sit at the desk with my laptop. I look at the window to remind myself of- wait... where are the pictures?
I frown getting up and walk around looking for them, every single one was put in the trash can.
Oh look a note, what a surprise.
It says ' the ocean isn't the place for you to be dreaming of'- ms.white
Aka MISS HELL.
Oh my gosh is this woman going to take everything I only have!?
I sigh going upstairs and jump onto my bed staring at the ceiling.
I miss my old nurse, she was the only person who got me.
At least tomorrow, I will have no regrets.
None.
I promise myself that.
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Oh my gosh school is so stressful and it's only been a week and a half! Sorry for the slow update ! - ella