grateful ❥ choi youngjae

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"jag--youngjae!..hi." eunyoung told me nervously.

i feel like i wanted to cry, but i also feel so angry that i really want to yell at her. the man that eunyoung was with got out of the car.

"eunyoung, who is this?" he asked her curiously. i wanted to pinch myself if any of this is real, so i did.

and it hurts, my heart hurts so bad. i felt my tears falling down my cheeks.

i hear eunyoung trying to speak, and she didn't know what to do. "oh he..he's youngjae--"

without even thinking, i snapped. i honestly couldn't take the pain from my heart anymore. "i'm eunyoung's boyfriend, choi youngjae." i said as i sniffed. "now ex-girlfriend since i know she's cheating on me."

"what the hell--eunyoung, you told me he was just a friend!" i hear the guy said. his statement made my heart break into a million pieces.

"i--he is..i mean--" eunyoung tried to speak, but she knew she was doomed. she knew she was caught in a lie.

"i don't understand what i did wrong. i tried my hardest being the best boyfriend you could ever had--we even have promise rings, eunyoung!!" i yelled, showing her the ring i had in my right hand.

she seemed defenseless at first, but then she started to get angry. i already know what's going to happen. she's going to argue.

"..do you want the truth youngjae?" she softly said, but then she yelled got a little louder right in front of my face.

"for the first 5 months, i actually loved you. but then i realized that you hated going to parties, and we could've had fun, y'know? i wanted to get drunk and have a good time. so i met him--" she pointed at the guy she was going with. "and he really knows what i wan--"

i was completely done with her rant. i don't want to hear her anymore. i took off the promise ring off my finger and grabbed her hand.

i opened her hand for her and roughly place the ring into her palm. "bye eunyoung. i even bought that handbag you always wanted last week online for your birthday next month and you just threw me away."

"youngjae--"

"DON'T--" i loudly yelled at her. she slightly flinched since i had never been this angry at her at all. i already know she was going to make this stupid excuse to apologize to me. probably for that stupid handbag she wanted.

"--talk to me. don't ever talk to me. we're done." i told her as i turned around to walk away. she was calling my name, and i ignore her.

i was wrong about her not cheating on me. she's a pretty good liar.

i quickly got into my car, started the engine as i found the keys and drove away. i'm crying so much, i wanted to scream at her so bad.

but i couldn't.