grateful ❥ choi youngjae

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as i got home 10 minutes later, i immediately went straight to my bedroom after i took off my shoes as i closed the front door.

i felt a little better as soon as i saw coco sleeping on my bed, and immediately stood up and wagged her tail when she heard the door open.

i layed down on my bed, and i was glad that nobody saw me. i just didn't want to speak or see anybody right now.

yugyeom and kunpimook are already asleep, which is completely unnatural and rare. usually they would always play video games in their room, since summer vacation started for them. they just graduated high school.

jackson left to hong kong for a week after he took all of his exams in his university.

and i don't even know where jinyoung is.

he's probably asleep too. i haven't seen him ever since i came back from university for today since he told me he had to go somewhere.

it was useless to text jaebum because i'm 110% sure that he's pretty much wasted. i feel bad for mark sometimes, jaebum can act funny at times.

i decided to text mark what happened. coincidentially, he texted me before i thought about texting him.

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| 마크 - mark |

(1) 마크: yooo youngjae! -12:55am
(2) 마크: so, did you, you know--find your girlfriend? -12:56am

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i unlocked my phone and i immediately replied back, i feel so devastated, now i really need someone to talk about what happened. since mark is the oldest out of all of us 7, i can trust him telling him everything.

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| 마크 - mark |

you:
correction: ex-girlfriend.

마크:
are you serious?!

you:
yeah

you:
turns out that she cheated on me. all because i hate going to parties

you:
she already knows i don't like them from the start..

마크:
i'm sorry but

마크:
ewwwww
she's one of those girls, and i barely know her tf

마크:
but anyways

마크:
are you okay? and please be honest, i really want to know how you're feeling.

you:
no!! i feel terrible, i guess i wasn't good enough.

you:
i loved her.
Read 1:04am✓

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after i sent that text, he took a long time replying. my head hurts from crying so much, so i just layed down on my bed and close my eyes for a little while as i turned off my phone.

coco calmed down as she already slept beside me.

and that was the last thing i remembered that night. i had the lamp on my room, left my phone on vibrate and placed it beside me, as i drifted off to sleep.

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| 마크 - mark |

(1) 마크: okay i'm going to make a rant about this so sit tightly and read this carefully. eunyoung doesn't deserve the way you treat her. you're one of the most sweetest people i've ever met and you always have a big smile on your face. clearly, she probably only liked you for your looks after a few months you guys started dating, and she would've been supportive and respect your opinion. i know there is someone out there who will love you for who you are and who will love your surprises just like you would always give to eunyoung. you're probably thinking, 'oh mark, is just saying this to cheer me up' wELL--actually yeah i am, BUT i'm also telling the truth. you'll find someone better than her, i promise you. -1:17am
(2) 마크: okay wow having a few drinks was a good idea, i deserve a medal -1:19am
(3) 마크: now i have to take jaebum home, so i'll see you since you're not responding. goodnight--well, goodmorning, youngjae! -1:22am

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get yourself a good friend like mark ♡