Tords Pov:
I'm sitting on my bed.Lights off.Curtains closed up.Sitting alone in the darkness ,only me and my stupid thoughts.
I can't take it.I miss them. they probably don't.. they probably think I'm dead just like they want me to be.I ruin everything.I betrayed them,I don't need them to accept it or trust me again I don't deserve their forgiveness.
I ...I just want them to know I'm sorry...
If you are wondering who 'they' are .They are my old friends.
The ones you betrayed.
You nearly killed
And in the process you even made yourself more ugly than you already are
I sit up from my bed trying to hold back my tears.
Today I will meet them.
I know they won't accept my apology but I just want them to know.
I will end everything after I apologize to them.
I open my bedroom door and go downstairs.i'm glad I live alone right now,my dads are at the base and while I'm taking a break they control the whole army.So they can't see what I do to myself.i can't show them I'm weak.
I mean I'm their leader.
I grab my coat and go outside .As I walk down the street spaced out, I pass in front of our old house...So many good memories...which I destroyed...
It's all my fault.
I get to the building where the guys are supposed to be living.i am starting to get nervous.my hopes fade as I reach the elevator.when the elevator doors open I'm hit by shock I start shaking.
It is him.
Tom
He is standing in front of me.Panicking and breathing heavily I get out of the elevator and start backing away from him towards the stairs. But something stops me by grabbing hold of my hoodie. I shake in fear.
"Where are you going You bastard?"
I shiver. he sounds annoyed and a dark aura radiating off him, I can't see his face until he spins me round to face him.
He glares darkly at me.i freeze, I am terrified, I can't breathe.My heart beats faster and faster.I feel my throat closing up,my chest feels too tight,the air is suffocating.
"Oh so you are scared are you?Well you weren't back then in that robot!!"
I am shaking all over.
"I-I-I am sorry I came here t-to a-apologize!i'm s-so s-s-sorry!!!"
A tear runs down my cheek.then another and another until I start sobbing and quivering.
It..it doesn't matter.
"What's going on h-!"
Edd...
"T-Tord?"
I look up at him .
It feels as if there's no oxygen in the room.
Everything is spinning.
"I'm sorry..."
These are the last words I am aware of before hearing screaming and yelling. Tom looks at me and then everything goes black
[EDITED 19/5/2019]
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I know it sucks and I'm sorry guys.
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