Dear Fucking diary,Today was the fight which I obviously lost. I'm so angry because instead of helping me my best friend just stared at me and-
Henry: WHAT THE HELL IS WRING WITH YOU?
Great...Dad's freaking out again. He was probably drinking. Like always...
Mom: I'm sorry!!! I'll do better next time
Mom seems scared...
I went downstairs where the screaming was coming from. I saw dad with his bear bottle, Probably his 10 bear of the day, screaming at mom. The room smelled disgusting and so did dad. He always did have a drinking problem.Dad then threw the beer bottle
Mom: Please, Henry, calm down!
Dad: Dont tell me what to do woman!
He grabbed moms hair and that's when i snapped.
Jonathan: Dad!
Dad: Boy, Can't you see I'm busy!?
Jonathan: Leave mom alone!
Dad: Are you...Telling me...
He pushed mom to the floor and started going near me.
Dad: What...To..Do!?!?
Jonathan: You have a problem with that?
He looked directly at me. I closed my eyes since I knew this wasn't the first time. He slapped me causing me to drop to the floor then began to punch me.
Mom: Stop! Henry!! That's our son!!!
STOP!
Dear diary,
Dad was drinking again. He's always drinking. Him punching me opened the stitches from the fight today.
Phone: *Bzzzz*
Who the hell is it?
I checked my phone and saw a message from Daniel.
Daniel: Yes. I'm gay Jonathan
Jonathan: Why are you telling me?
He...He's gay. My best friend is gay and he loves me!?!?
Jonathan: I'm sorry but I don't feel the same.
I turned off my phone...
Notification:
Daniel: image
Daniel: How about now? 😏What
The actual
Fuck------
Five days later
------Dear Diary,
I got my phone taken away because of Daniel. Mom found out that he was gay and they saw the pic he had sent me. Me and Daniel aren't friends anymore. In fact I don't even look at him because of the awkwardness he placed in our friendship.
Mr.Green: Mr.bear
Jonathan: it's Jonathan
Mr.Green: Right. Jonathan. What exactly Happened to you? You look terrible
I had forgotten about the new bruises that my loving father gave me. I need to think. Fast
Jonathan: What? What looks terrible?
Mr.Green: you have scars an bruise all over your face and arms! And a black eye and...Is your nose crooked?
Jonathan: what bruises?
Mr.Green: THOSE bruises!
Shit
Jonathan: oooooooh! THESE bruises?
Mr.Green: Yes
Jonathan: I..Fell..Riding my bicycle!
Mr.Green: huh...Ok carry on with your day Mr.Bear
Jonathan: It's Jonathan!
Everything is legitimately going wrong in my life. I opened my notebook only to see that some of the pages have been ripped off.
Fuck! Who the hell did this!?!?!
It doesn't matter who did this. The pages are running out...I guess I better do my last entry.
Dear diary,
The pages in my journal are running out...I'm going to stop writing for a while and probably burn this notebook.
Goodbye Diary...
I hope you burn in hell
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