Lies Are our Lives

Chapter 10: Loneliness

MARY'S POV

What just...happened?
Ok I need a recap.
First off, Jonathan's gay, Second, His parents didn't know, Third, his "boy toy" pretty much cheated on him, by  the way, he's a fucking cheater!, And fourth, Jona's parents found out and they don't accept him.
They don't accept him... what the hell is wrong with them!?! Ugh. If I knew where they lived I would go just to beat their asses. I feel so bad for Jona though... I hope everything's ok...

I don't know what I'd do without him...

JONATHAN'S POV

Why are they always like this? They don't care about my feelings only what makes them look bad and good.

Mom: a-are you sure?

Jonathan: yes I'm sure, Mother dearest

I said with a sarcastic tone in my voice

Mom: What are they going to do once they find out?!?!

Dad: Don't worry Jules. Nobody's going to find out

Mom: someone will eventually!

As she finished her sentence I could see she was crying. She and dad started screaming at each other. I decided to leave and go to my room.

Dear Dumbass,

This might be my last entry in a while... Mom and dad found out I was gay and they don't accept me. Just as I thought they would... they never really cared about my feelings...just their reputation and how people see them. They always wanted to be "the perfect family" even though they know it's impossible. I can already see the punishment... No-

I stopped writing as Irec burst through the door.

Jonathan: what the fu-

Irec: shut up

I immediately stopped talking as I watched Irec close my bedroom door.

Irec: what the hell is wrong with you?

Jonathan: huh...lots of things actually

Irec: no you idiot, why did you have to go and do that?

Jonathan: do what?

Irec then grabbed me by my shirt and raised me. I was a bit taller than him but he could still carry me.
What is it with everyone grabbing me by my shirt though!?!?!?

Jonathan: I didn't choose to be like this

Irec: yes. Yes you did. Now change

He gave me a push as he let go of my shirt. Causing me to stumble a bit but then catching my balance quickly.

Jonathan: what if I don't want to?

Irec: well, you better start making a survival plan, because I'm not gonna be there to defend you forever...

He turned around to walk out of my room but suddenly stopped. He looked at me over his shoulder not bothering to turn around completely

Irec: Please...if you won't do it for them...do it for me and for the only people you care about.

Jonathan: what are you talking about?

Irec: *sighs* nothing. Just...Try not to taer our family apart.

He left my room after finishing his sentence. Was I really breaking our family?

A few days later

Dear Dumbass,

Great. Just fucking great. I guess I found out what the punishment was.. being trapped in my house without communication with anybody. They won't even let me come with them to simple places! Like fast foods or church. FUCKING CHURCH! How mad do you have to be to lock up your own son from society!?!? I need to calm down...at least I have school. It's the only place my parents will let me go...and the only place where I'm legitimately happy.