No Pain No Gain

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Marcus

Marcus you need to go home and talk to her justice said as she placed a cup of coffee on the table.

Lately me and justice became best friends more then anything , to be completely honest I'm not attracted to her in any other way she's just the mother of my child & I respect her.

I watch her feed my baby girl breakfast I smile at their bond. I know till this day this is something autumn can't let go of..

I picked up my phone and dialed autumn number for the 5th time this morning , fuck I yelled in frustration as she declined my call. I looked over seeing my number break out in tears... Umm justice I'll be back later I kissed my daughter on the cheek and left out the door.

Something was going on and I had to get to the bottom of it, I pulled up to my crib using  my key to unlock the door. Autumn was on the couch reading a book she didn't even acknowledge me. I took the book out her hand watching tears roll down her face I pulled her into my arms.

Babe what's wrong I questioned

It's Brian.. She said as her words fluttered, he raped me and Ryan walked in the room and she believed every word he said...

I blacked out in rage as I went to my closet to grab my strap.. I opened the door and left out in anger all I could hear was autumn begging me to stay.

Autumn

I paced back and forth hoping Marcus doesn't mess up his life.. I ran to the door hearing knocks. I swung the door opened not even asking who it was

Ryan.....? I questioned

Yes best friend its me... We need to talk , she said

I moved out the way letting her in

Autumn I broke things off with Brian , I saw all the camera footage, see I had a idea Brian was cheating on me. The things I saw on that camera will have me scarred for life she said lightly crying

I pulled her in my arms giving her a big hug as she told me how sorry she was that I had to go through that...

Time had passed by and Ryan was fast asleep in the guest room I was still up pacing back and forth drinking wine

I heard keys in the door and ran to the door I jumped in Marcus arm knowing he was safe made me come to peace , he held me tight telling me he love me as tears fill down his eyes.

Marcus

Here I was couldn't sleep, I promised myself I wouldn't kill another soul but I had no choice that was below anything Brian ever done, so yes his body lays chopped up in the ocean... I will have to breaks the new to Ryan tomorrow, even though she broke it off I know a women and a women can say a lot but a death changes everything. I watched Autumn sleep peaceful something I can tell she haven't done in days

I took one of my muscle relaxers to help me fall asleep , I picked up the book autumn was reading. I smiled realizing the book she was reading was one of her own, I been so wrapped up in myself I didn't notice she was making moves out here. I placed the book back on the nightstand and forced myself to sleep. I can't lie me killing Brian played over and over head.

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I woke up to the smell of breakfast , I shook my head hearing Ryan and autumn sing destiny child. Beyoncé was autumn and Ryan choose Kelly Rowland parts. I laughed at these fools I grabbed my son out his walker

You see your crazy mama I coed

He just giggled , I wanna bring my baby girl here for the weekend her and her brother barely spent anytime together

I jogged up stairs after breakfast and showered and got dressed, I was ready to go get my daughter , Ryan and autumn was taking my son shopping today .

I kissed my son and autumn bye and proceeded to justice house to pick up my daughter ,

Once I pulled up to justice spot I greeted her and James I shook my head at her dumbass for taking him back. I picked up my daughter and got her some snacks before heading to the mall to meet Ryan and justice.

Once we pulled up to the mall I got my daughter out and proceeded in the mall, I walked in the mall I got angry seeing some nigga all in autumn face I instantly went over there and asked that nigga was sup

He was just trying to sell some oils that's all autumn said annoyed ,

Well he can keep them damn oils lets go I told her

I'm going to the spa I'll catch up with y'all later Ryan informed us, autumn took baby girl out my arms putting her in the double stroller

I looked up seeing Courtney headed our way,

How could you do that to him she kicked and screamed at me

Brian had to die I yelled not caring who heard me, I looked at tears flowing down Ryan eyes who claimed she was going to the spa, autumn was staring holes in my head and I knew I fucked up.