No Pain No Gain

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Marcus

I want to have custody of princess. I don't want anything to do with justice at all lately I've been improving my loyalty to autumn and I want to renew our vows. Ryan and Dre really opened up my eyes because I know autumn would never do anything like that to me. I owe her all of me and all my loyalty that's for sure

I could hear sounds coming from the bathroom i made my way towards the bathroom in our master bedroom. As I got closer I realized autumn was vomiting. I opened the door and made I way over to so I could pull back her hair . I helped her up and grabbed a wash cloth to white your forehead and mouth. I took her to our bed , I knew she was bout to pass out so I made sure to lay her down so I can stop that from happening..

Autumn found out she's 3 weeks pregnant and the passing out has become worse but everyday we are managing it.

I heard the door ring indicating that Jayden and khloe was home. I opened the door for them Jayden ran in the living room to play his game of course. If autumn wasn't feeling bad she would defiantly get on him about getting on the game before doing his homework. I noticed khloe wasn't herself today.

Khloe come here what's wrong baby girl I questioned

All the kids made fun of me at school because I didn't make the dance team. They tell me how ugly I am and how I don't know where my mom is she said. I could see the tears starting to fill in her eyes I pulled her close kissing her forehead. It hurts me to the core , a child needs both of their parents which is why I try not to keep princess away from justice.

Baby girl your gorgeous and you have lots of skills just because dance isn't for you doesn't mean another activity isn't. I'll tell you what how bout we go find some Activities to put you in Saturday how does that sound I asked

She smile that sounds amazing she said

I chuckled , go get Jayden tell him I want you both do y'all homework I informed her.

Autumn

I woke up with a horrible headache. I ran to the toilet once again. This pregnancy was kicking my ass. I then hopped in the shower making sure the water wasn't to hot. I didn't have confidence that my baby would be healthy due to my episodes. I sighed as I cried in the shower like I do everyday.

The door opened, I didn't budge to stop crying because I knew it was just Marcus. The people I hide my tears from are the kids. Marcus slid the foggy shower door opened. He dropped his boxers and got in the shower with me. He wiped my tears.

I was just angry at Marcus yea I tried to act like I was okay for the sake of our kids. 2 weeks ago I had no idea I was pregnant and I honestly felt played with. I found myself breaking down cutting up all Marcus shit. I then drove over to her house and blacked her eye and bruised her face. Marcus and her haven't talked after the princess birthday but I still was just tired of Marcus getting over on me. That scary hoe called the police on me so I found myself in handcuffs. I passed out in the police car and was rushed to the hospital. Later on that day I found I was pregnant. Justice dropped all charges and sent Marcus a text message saying she would no longer interfere with us and she knows I'm best fit for him. I don't believe that shit. I found myself always mad at Marcus just because he's no different from Brian. Don't get me wrong he has been trying. He haven't been sneaking around with her. He lets me see his phone & he always asks me to go everywhere with him. But building trust takes time...

After our wash routine we made our way out of the shower. I put my clothes on and proceeded to the kitchen to make dinner. Once dinner was cooked we all sat as a family at the table. Jayden said grace, we then begun to eat.

I eyed khloe as she ate. Marcus told me about her day in school. I feel so bad for her , I love her dearly like my own. The fact that we found her mom in a mental hospital is hard to stomach. She wants us to bring khloe to see her but I don't think it's a good idea.

After everyone finished eating Jayden and khloe got ready for bed. I cleaned up the kitchen and fixed the kids lunches for tomorrow.

Babe can we talk Marcus asked

I rolled my eyes knowing he just wanted to ask me the same question

Yes Marcus I answered

Can we get our vows renewed.. he asked

I shook my head right now Marcus I don't know what I want to do I truthfully answered

He chuckled.. ite you got it moe he told me

I watched him walk away , I just needed time I needed to see his actions because honestly we were headed near divorce.

Ryan

Dre left me just like I expected. We still live in the same house we just aren't together. I can't explain how many nights I cried alone
Watching him leave out to go on date after date every other night.

I walked past the room he was staying in. I stopped in the mid process. I was wanted to hear his conversation.

I think we both share the same interest , I'm looking for something real and so are you he said

I wiped the single tear from my eye. I continued into my room and grabbed a suitcase So I could start packing my things.
I went to the closet and starting pulling out clothes from my closet

Ryan where are you going I heard a muscular tone

I turned around to Dre , I rolled my eyes as I continued to pack my things I'm leaving Dre. You don't want me anymore why should I stay here. Let me give you your space I yelled

Babe chill , he took the suitcase out of my hand. He grabbed my hand and pulled me on the bed. Look baby I love you more then anything I'm just fucked up. I'm willing to work on us I honestly don't want you to leave he said

I cried knowing I don't deserve him but I'll stay.

Dre

I've been on a couple of dates but none of them bitches catch my interest. Me and my brother not talking. I love Ryan to death and I wanna work it out but I still need time in the process.

I opened my eyes as I laid next to Ryan , make up sex was much needed. I know I will never trust her again but I'm willing to try

Baby you be waking up looking so gorgeous I joked

I hopped out of bed and proceeded downstairs to cook breakfast for her.

I picked up my phone to Answer my lil joint FaceTime. She was cool I met her bout a month ago it's no sex with us we just talk about everything. Honestly me and Ryan trying but we not together yet so I can have female friends if I want to.

Who's that Ryan said coming down the steps

I eyed her as I held my conversation with toya. Toya Ima hit late Ite

I ended the FaceTime.. why you mad I questioned

How are you working on us when you talking to other bitches she yelled..

I never said we were together she just a friend stop sweating me Brah I told her

I watched her grab her purse and slip on some Jordan's by the door... I already knew what she was heading to do.. it's no secret that toya is a new coworker of mine. However if she wanted to go out and fight like a little ass girl she could go head..

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