No Pain No Gain

NPNG|5

" Your selling me a fantasy, That I want to explore"
Marcus in MM
Marcus

I've been calling Khloe mother 3 days straight. It was almost impossible to reach her or my mom. I know she was staying with my mom for awhile because she couldn't afford to live on her own. I heard my phone ringing , I placed Khloe on the floor to crawl around. I grabbed my phone off the coffee table. My mothers name came across the screen without hesitation I answered

Marcus she's... she's gone my mother said through the phone sobbing

ma who's gone ? calm down I responded

Raeven is gone Marcus .....

Everything my mom was telling me felt unbelievable, I had no idea my cousin was prostituting. My mom informed me she couldn't take care of Khloe at least until another month because she had too much going on right now. I called Brian to let him know he needed to take responsibility.

Yo what's good nigga Brian said answering the phone

look Brah, Raeven gone...why didn't you tell me about this prostitute shit. Your going to have to step up for Khloe she's a innocent child I responded

Damn I told her ass to stop fucking with that shit. Marcus Khloe isn't mine.. I got a DNA test the second week after she was born I might be a fucked up nigga but I would never disown my child she not mine brah He responded

My cousin was only 21 years old. Even though she wasn't blood I'm still going to take this pretty hard I should have been there for her more. I was selfish always letting my family down. I was shook out of my thought by Khloe who was tugging on my leg. I scooped her up and placed her on my lap

"I guess its just me and you momma" I coed She giggled from me tickling her. Since Khloe's going to be a big part of my life more than she already was I want to introduce her to Autumn. I'm really feeling Autumn honestly I'm feeling freer then I've ever been I don't see how Brian could fuck things up with her and I know he gonna be heated when he find out about us. The only thing in the back of my mind is that I  hope she don't turn out like Courtney. I still love Courtney but I could never be with her, I'm crazy for thinking I could turn a hoe into a house wife.

I sent autumn a text informing her to come through because I had someone I wanted HER to meet. She told me that was cool and she would be over in about 15 minutes. I Picked Khloe up and made her some baby food. This would be a dramatic change for me and I'm not sure if I'm prepared to be honest. After feeding Khloe I bathed and got her dress for the day. I shook my head at the clothes Raven sent for her, some stuff was just not appropriate for baby clothes. I decided to put one of her onesies on because I couldn't deal with the baby hoe clothes she sent. I honestly don't know how autumn would feel about going to Raeven funeral with me but I know I need her support. I heard a knock at the door it must be Autumn. I placed Khloe in her play pin and proceeded to the door to let Autumn in.

"What's good ma" I said to her as I planted a kiss on her soft lips

"You freely handing out kisses now "she chuckled

"Only to you ma" I smirked, Now come in ma I got someone I want you to meet. Autumn followed me in the house and closed the door behind her. I took Khloe out the play pin and sat on the couch with her on my lap.

"This is Khloe ma" I told Autumn handing her Khloe

Awe she's so cute Marcus But she looks nothing like Brian she admitted

That's because she's not Brian's child, that's some news I just found out today. Anyways My cousin passed away and my mom can't care for Khloe right now so she will be living with me for at least a month or two I told her. The more I had to explain this story the more upset I got.