No Pain No Gain

NPNG|11

"Running out of shit that I can say, wishing you the best that's all I pray"

Autumn

Thanks for the breakfast James...I think I'm going to head home now and face reality.I enjoyed catching up with you I told him

I didn't go home last night. Instead I stayed here at James and justice house. I stayed in the guest room. We just talked and got caught up on each other life. It's time to face reality now and go home.

You welcome ma it was nice seeing you , he chuckled justice just texted me and told me she stayed at her sister house he said

I smirked yeah right. I'll catch you later though use my number I told him

I proceeded to my car and drove to my house. The ride was shorter then usual and honestly I wanted to take the long way home.

I sighed as I pulled up to our house. It was no unusual cars parked in our drive way so I assumed justice really did stay at her sister house last night. However Marcus car was here and my heart instantly started to drop. I opened up to Marcus about everything and now it was back firing.

I walked to the front door. I put my key in the door to enter.

Autumn where the fuck have you been? Marcus yelled

Out minding my business... just like you was minding yours... when you were balls deep inside justice I said harshly

His face softened up into confusion

Babe... I can explain he said

Nah don't bother.. I'll stay in a hotel until I find a place. I need sometime to think cause right now I just can't be with you I told him

Fuck that autumn I'll give you time to think but you not staying in a hotel. You can stay here I'll go stay in the hotel he said

I waived him off as I went into our room to get some fresh clothes and shower. After showering I decided it was time to take this test that I honestly have been dreading... I took the pregnancy test out from under my cabinet in the bathroom. I peed on the stick and patiently waited praying for negative to pop up.

My eyes began to get watery and i instantly felt the urge to throw up.. This was too much to take in right now. How could I bring a baby into a broken home.

Marcus

I wanted to explain myself to Autumn. Justice clearly slipped something in my drink last night , but how would I explain the first time. The first time was all on me and I had to own up to my actions.

I was lonely as ever in this hotel room. I picked up my phone making sure to block justice from social media and from my iPhone.

I picked Khloe up from my moms house earlier. I knew I had to fix shit soon because I already told Raeven that she could stay at my house when she got released.

Khlo don't touch that.. take that out your mouth....

Frustration wasn't even the word.. now that Khloe was getting older it was getting harder to handle her. Autumn was perfect with stuff like this but for me I was just a push over. I know Khloe will have 4 cars from me by the age of 16.