I tell you that I want you to be my best man and you smile at me.
I need you and I hate it.
I try to smile back but I know you can tell when I fake it.
Yet I do it anyways.
You don't smile back, instead you nod your head towards the front door where Jooyoung stands with a bright smile.
God, do I feel bad for her. Unfourtually I will never love her like I love you.
I'll never be her mother's favorite, her father can't even look me in the eye, I don't blame them because I'm fooling their daughter into thinking I actually love her.
They always liked you better than me, since high school.
I don't wanna say goodbye or good night, I rather pick up the broken pieces of my heart than leave you.
But I can't live the perfect life with you that I want to. If my parents ever found out they would kill me.
So I get out the car, smile at her, and let her wrap me up in her cold thin arms.
Don't know why I make her a fool.
Don't know why I love you.
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