Please Don't.

5.

Chapter 5: I want to draw out each minute, each second.

Driving home only ended up with teary eyes and running stop signs.

I was pulled over, the officer saw my tears. I felt weak.

He made me get out and used a breathalizer to see if I was drunk.

I wasn't.

He told me that I would only get a warning because I seemed upset.

How come he could tell I was upset but you couldn't?

When I got home soju was my medicine as I laid on the leather couch.

Bottles after bottles.

I want to draw out each minute, each second of every moment before this.

Once I reached the 6th bottle and 3rd beer I remembered that tomorrow I will see your face.

I will go to work.

You'll say good morning with a smile.

And I'll say good morning even though a hangover will be dragging me down.

Crazy how I open up a 4th can of beer knowing there is nothing to do besides drink away the sweet memories of your good mornings in my bed.

Oh how I love you Taehyung.