You were confused, pissed, depressed, and worried all at the same time. How did he.. why did he.. what?? What the hell!? You couldn't process it. You crumbled up the paper and put it in your pocket. There's no way... You went back into your tent. Just to think. You started to get so stressed about it, your body felt like it was trembling. But you also felt nothing at the same time. You plopped on your bed. You didn't feel like getting up anytime soon. So, guess what, you didn't move at all.
You were guessing it's been around a hour, you read through it again, and again, and again. Then you screamed. "HOW?!" (Readers in a nutshell right now XD) Oh man when you get your hands on him.. It's gonna get bloody. You finally sat up and ran your fingers through your hair. Does that mean I need to live with my mom?! Ohhhh nonononononono. You honestly shouldn't have this pressure with the dance literally in a FEW FRICKING HOURS, and the play that's in two days. You did a irritating sigh. When you think about it, this summer has been rough, but of course it's been worth it. You have gotten kidnapped a lot.. You can't do a hole lot right now with Daniel.. Sadly. Then it snapped to you, you did bring your pocket knife with. That's it! For now you'll jut put some of your anger through that. Not like Nerf.. You're not stabbing anyone... yet. You rigged through your bag and found it at the bottom. You got out of your tent. Your hair was pretty messy at the moment. Did you care? Hell to the no. You walked just a tiny bit into the woods, where you could still see the tents. You honestly just started stabbing random things. Trees, logs, you did see a mouse and tried to catch it, didn't work. After a while you started to slow down, so you sat against the tree. You looked at the knife, then looked at your arm- NO, DONT DO THAT. BAD Y/N, NEVER THINK THAT.... Well.. I mean.. You did see father do it.. Only once. You gulped. You put out your arm, and gently put the knife against your arm. You clenched the knife. Then whispered.
"1...2..3-"
"What the hell are you doing?!"
You got startled and dropped the knife, you got the most tiniest scratch from it. You saw, Max, standing in front of you. You gulped again, but this time your throats felt more dry. You stayed silent, until randomly and uncontrollably, you started breaking down in tears. Finally you started crying. You should've cried from the start. You were holding it in trying to be tough about it, for you dad.
You didn't even look up again. In a matter of seconds though, you could feel someone sit beside you, then a arm wrapped around you.
"Y/n...?" He sounded so heartbroken from your crying, it made you feel even worse. You were still sobbing, you could barely get a word out of you if you tried. Then, Max moved in front of you. "Y/n." He sounded slightly more stern. "Look at me." You slowly put your head up. Your eyes were red and burning on your face. Tears stained to your skin. You were just a mess. He looked right into your eyes. It felt like everything else around you disappeared. He softly put his hand to your face and wiped away some of your tears. There was a pretty big silence, the only thing you would hear is your breathing.
"Who do I need to kill?" Max said. Your finally starting to calm down a little. You took a few deep breathes. "This is a problem you don't need to get into.." You mumbled, looking down.
"Y/n, of course this is something I need to get into don't be ridiculous! Your hurting.. I can't just leave you like that." He replied. To be honest, you have never been use to someone sticking up for you. Your use to doing everything on your own, that's how you were raised.
You made a weak smile, then sighed, dropping it back to a frown. You took out the crumbled up piece of paper out of your pocket and handed it out to him. "Read."
He grabs the paper and sits next to you again. You stared at him, watching his eyes read the words. You could tell which parts he was reading from his expression, then.. He looked pissed when he was done reading. "How the hell did this happen?!" You looked away and shrugged. Honestly, you wish you can push this to the side for now, and worry about it later. But that's gonna be pretty hard to do. You grabbed the paper, crumbled it up in a ball, and shoved it in your pocket.
"Look Max.. Can we talk about this later? The.. I guess, 'dance' is gonna be soon.."
He thought for a second, then looked at you. "Fine.. Just promise me one thing."
"What?"
He grabbed your arms, pulled the sleeves up, and lifted them up around shoulder length. "Never.. EVER try hurting yourself like that, got it?" You looked at him blankly for a second, then just nodded. He gave a slight smile at you. He stood up and dusted himself off. Your legs honestly felt a little weak, but you got up by yourself anyway.
"Now you go pretty yourself up ok? Or, do whatever girls go do get ready for this crap." Max said. You gave him a half real smile. "Alright." He looked away, and a slight pink went across his face. You were gonna ask why he was blushing but then he quickly kisses your forehead and walks away, before you were able to say anything. You smiled and put your hand over where he kissed you. You sighed one last time, before going off to your tent.
Time to get ready for the dance.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ah, finally done.
Almost to 100 followers ahhhhhhh
I'll try to upload more, I've just been having a rough time.
Comment! Say your thoughts!
Vegan waffles.
Byeeeee
YOU ARE READING
Max x reader. Hate Love. (Camp camp)
FanfictionActually, not a lot of swearing. (Try to make it a little more kid friendly) I'm done writing this one, I wanna work on others :)