EPHEMERAL

fifteen

yoongi

this is the fifth fucking time, jimin has been making out with a bunch of girls. he'd smirk at me and then proceed in eating their faces off, what a fucking jerk.

i stomped my way towards the hormonal boy as i nicely asked the girl if jimin and i could talk in private. surprisingly she nodded and gave me a small smile.

i pulled jimin towards the music room as i force him to sit in one of the desks.

"what the fuck do you want?" he snarled, making my blood boil in anger.

"what the fuck do i want? what do i want? you're acting like a complete jerk. y-you're so selfish to play with my own feelings. i tried to maintain my blunt and ignorant facade b-but you! you somehow made me putty in your hands and made me like this." i screamed, letting my tears fall continuously on my cheek.

his features softened as he stood up and was about to engulf me in a hug but i backed away.

"i'm sorry hyung b-but being g-gay scares me, it has so many consequences ."

"jimin, i'm still here. i'm still standing strong even though people are putting me down with their words. man up! so what if i'm gay? does that automatically make people gay too? fuck no. this what i am and this is what i'll ever be. and where is that bold jimin that flirted with me at the party?"

"i was kinda drunk so i didn't care what other people think. but give me s-some time to find myself. also i'm very fucking sorry for the harsh words i threw at you, i was so frustrated with myself. i'm terribly sorry for making you feel like shit. b-b-but i also ha-have these feelings for you, i'm j-just too scared to come out."

"i understand but was it necessary to make out with those girls?" i crossed my arms looking at him with an eyebrow quirked.

"again, i'm very stupid and me being stupid makes stupid ass mistakes." he chuckled as he tried to pull me into a hug, which i accepted this time.

i was a bit shorter than him so i could hear his fast heartbeats. he left a soft kiss on my forehead as he muttered how sorry he was and that he really hated how he treated me. i smiled at him because i could tell how genuine he was.

"i hope this time was not a joke anymore, jimin."

"i can assure you that. i really really like you and i just keep on reminiscing at how badly i treated you and how much of a bi-" i stopped his babbling by pecking his lips, making him blush into a deep shade of red.

"it's alright jimin. everything is okay, i understand. the pressure was getting into you. but please know i'm here, okay. i'll wait for you to come out."

"c-can we have a secret relationship? i mean i'm too scared to come out yet b-but i'm so attracted to y-you and i don't want anyone else to come into the picture and swoop you off your feet." i chuckled at him as placed a tender kiss on his cheek, nodding a yes.

we ditched the rest of the classes as we went to his apartment to have a cuddling session.