EPHEMERAL

sixteen

yoongi

"so why'd you dragged me here?" jimin asked snapping me out of my daydream. aish really yoongi?

"i just want to say how fucking heartless you are." i spat out, making him laugh and it makes my blood boil with anger.

"heartless? wake up babyboy not all stories are like some shitty fantasies where someone magically falls inlove with you."

"plus, look at you! if i fell inlove with someone like you then shit! my standards are way too low then."

"i don't know why you fell for it that quick. but you are indeed stupid min yoongi. really fucking stupid that i actually pity you."

his harsh words were getting to me and tears were slowly forming in the corner of my eyes.

"i-i thought you genuinely gave a shit about me but it turns out, i'm just a piece of shit to you."

"news flash dumbass! it was all a joke."

all a joke.

yeah, just a joke.

"i thought you were smarter than this min." he snorted as tapped my cheek harshly before leaving the room, leaving me with a shattered heart and anger flowing through my veins.

park jimin, what a toxic fuck you are.

i slowly went out of the room and aggressively wiped my tears. why are you crying over this? he's not worth these tears.

i laughed at how pathetic i was.

i laughed at how naive i was.

i laughed at how really fucking stupid i was.

i laughed at how i let him destroy me and it's still okay with me.

pathetic pathetic pathetic.

i chanted inside my mind, blocking out namjoon and jin's pleads and worries.

i laughed and laughed until i got to a point where i was cackling like a fucking maniac.

i ignored all those disapproving looks because i mean if i saw myself, i'd be disappointed too.

but who knew my cackling would die down just by a glance of the familiar boy who shook his head in dismay after seeing my state.

maybe i wasn't enough.