EPHEMERAL

twenty øne

jimin

fucking taehyung.

how dare he betray me.

i clenched my fists seeing the two act so close and clingy.

disgusting.

i rolled my eyes as i went up to the rooftop to have a little smoke. my life is pure utter shit right now. i laughed at my stupid, irresponsible self.

stupid yoongi and his stupid cute face.

i let out a deep exasperated sigh as i threw away my used cigarette.

i climbed down until i was met with taehyung standing in my way. he smirked before looking at me from head to toe.

"you look like shit." he chuckled, making my blood boil with anger.

"shut up faggot." i sputtered out, his mood not changing.

"whatever, as if that's going to offend me. so what if i'm a homosexual individual? atleast i'm brave enough to face the consequences of being one." he spat out as i clutched his collar.

"don't bring this up! i'm straight and don't force me to come out when i, myself is not gay and a disgrace."

"you know jimin? i don't what fucked you up but i certainly know you are not the jimin i know. you've gone through a drastic change, you're so self-centered and act like a fucking dick. you're retarded enough to throw yoongi away like he's a piece of shit."

"he is a a piece of shit! a fucking obstacle in my life, a disgrace overall! jesus, did you catch his gay diseases?"

"don't you dare and try to tug him between our problem. this is between you and i." he shouted as i could see the veins popping out in his neck.

i pushed him away forcefully as i swept my hair back, quite ticked off from his words.

"why don't you just let me be? leave me alone, i don't want any fucking problems coming my way."

"if there was any problem here, it would be you! you were my bestfriend b-but you're so fucked up now! you're supposed to support me and be there for me. but no, being the selfish bastard you are, you think about yourself too much that you're hurting the people around you."

a tear rolled down his cheek as he walked away leaving me thinking how much of a dick i was acting.