EPHEMERAL

thirty nine

SORRY FOR THE LONG LONG WAIT YOU GUYS! OMG I JUST LOST THE MOTIVATION AND ALL BUT ITS ALMOST CHRISTMAS AND IM GIDDY AS HECK

yoongi

2 weeks later

"yoongi-hyung." taehyung spoke with seriousness yet with softness coated with his tone.

"yes?" i replied nervously.

"i think it's time." he smiled sadly.

i tilted my head in discombobulation with whatever the hell he was saying.

"i think it's time for your pity to end and to run in the arms of jimin." he smiled but tears slowly formed from the corner of his eyes.

his sudden confession alerted me as i ran over to him and engulfed him in a big warm, comforting hug.

"t-taehyungie what are you trying to say?"

"hyung. i always knew you loved jimin okay? i was never the choice, i was always an option. i-it hurts real bad hyung but i g-guess this wasn't just our story. hyung go back to jimin, love him just like how i love you." at the end of his remark i was a sobbing mess, he clutched on to my hoodie tight, fragile and afraid to let go.

i held his face in my hands as i kissed his tears away. i left a long lingering kiss on his dry lips as i touched our foreheads together.

"i'm sorry bwi. i promise there was a point in my life where i really fucking loved you b-but ji-"

"hyung i understand. whatever will make you happy then do it, i c-can't be selfish to you anymore. just please know i will still love you even if it takes my last br-breath away, even if im standing at your wedding, heart cracking in a million pieces not being the lucky man who'd marry you but it's okay, i'll be o-okay."