EPHEMERAL

forty

yoongi

i ran as fast as i can.

my heartbeats was as fast as the steps i took.

i smiled to myself as i saw a particular apartment i used to hangout on weekends.

my knees were trembling, my cheeks were as hot as magma and i was in a stuttering mess, completely stupefied at the fact i didn't think this through.

i was about to knock on the door but it was opened and it revealed jimin.

my heart leaped out of my chest when we had split second eye contact, he immediately pulled me into a hug i craved for months.

my heart rate was really fast and i was afraid it might explode at any moment. the effect this boy has.

"hyung i've missed you." his soft dulcet voice managed to enchant and calm my bewildered state.

"j-jimin i'm going straight to the point. i'm sorry i'm not like those poetic suitors who win hearts with the choice of their words, i'm shitty i know b-but i'm so attracted to you and i-i think i am inlo-"

i was cut off by a certain plump limp molding perfectly with mine and i finally get how people say it feels like the time had stopped.

it was not just any butterflies in my stomach but was more of fucking gorillas, tigers battling in my gut because the passion is so evident.

he disconnected making me frown, his thumbs lifted the corner of my lips, making a smile appear on my face.

"don't frown, love. you look much prettier when you smile and show that gum of yours." he sweetly said as my knees trembled once again and i kid you not i was about to fall but he was quick enough to catch me.

"you know jimin. even if you hurt me back in the past, i never stopped loving you. yes, taehyung was there for me b-but you? i don't fucking know what the hell is the scientific explanation behind this but i still loved you dearly. even if you broke my heart over and over again, i still love you.

but the good news is, you were still the one who managed to mend my scratched up, bruised up heart and that's what really matters to me."

his stubby fingers caressed my cheeks as i can see tears forming in the corners of his eyes.

"we're both a mess." he chuckled with tears strolling down on his cheeks.

"i love you." we surprisingly confessed at the same time and it couldn't make me happier.

END

that's the end of ephemeral !! dear gosh this was so late and my updates were messed up im sorry, the promised smut will be posted next week ;)