Basically what happened after that is that kelvin texted me later over Instagram and I talked to my friends about what I should do. I told him yes and then he said,
"Now I can officially say I am dating a beautiful girl."
We would FaceTime and text a lot and it was good. After a week he would kinda send short texts and didn't seem to want to talk. I decided it would just be best to ask him about it and he just said he was really busy. I asked Chris about what was going on too but he didn't respond in time. He left my on read whenever I sent a text and this went on for a week. Sofie and Erika weren't really helping me, I know they were trying but I just wanted him. I ended things with him and he still never responded. He blocked me on both Instagram and iMessage, even my spam Instagram account. I didn't do anything wrong, and I was just left in total confusion. Why did he stop responding? What's going on? Just why? Chris said he was on vacation, I'm guessing now that kelvin told him to say that. When I found out that he blocked me I burst into tears and then burst into more when I found the paper with his number on it. A week or so went by and I was still sad. But now it's okay. One day when I was on the hardest course at a high ropes course place something just clicked. I realized that I was doing this without him, that everything I had accomplished in my life and anything I will accomplish in my life. I had done with out him and can do without him. I didn't need him for anything because I was stronger on my own. Sure, when his birthday and what would have been our one month rolled around, I was sad. But it was mostly forced sadness, and I could find another guy almost exactly like him. Later I found out that he thought I was to clingy and Chris said kelvin hates me but I don't believe it. I'll see him again one day, there's no way I won't. Great people have come into my life because of this trip, I'll remember them all. One day I'll find a guy but for now, I'm happy just being with my friends and of course, being proudly cryptic.
