I Can't Take Them On My Own

Suprises

*I have been gon so long, no this story is not over, no I have not gaven up on it, yes this will be a longer update than the last one, and no tyler will not die. thank you, now back to your reading.*

Tyler**

"Tyler, Foods here" Josh called from down stairs, neither of us was in the mood for cooking so we went with take out food. Some Chinese place from down the street. It might have been a bad Idea but, you only live once right?

"Coming!" I called, adjusting my skirt...

Dont ask why. I just felt the need to buy it.

I felt cute.

I made my way down the stairs and up behind Josh who was unpacking the food from the paper bag.

Wrapping my arms around him I pushed my face into his back "Hey baby, hope you're hungry, they messed up and gave us double the chicken ba-" He cut himself off once he turned around and just stared at me, the more he stared the worse I felt...

"I-Is there something wrong..?" I looked down to my feet nervously. Soon though I was pulled into a kiss "No baby, I'm just not used to this" Josh said once he pulled away, I still didn't believe him though so I just shrugged it off "I'll be right back" I mumbled but before I could fully get away he grabbed me by my arm and pulled me back into a hug "Dont go change, I love it, you look amazing love, so so attractive so... so-" "Pr-pretty?" 

My face flushed in embarrassment once I said those words, of course, I wasn't pretty... I was skin and bones, My cheeks were sunken in my hair had fallen out I was sick and ugly....

"Yes" I looked up at him in shock

"My pretty baby boy, the prettiest of them all" 

I couldn't help but smile at that.

"Re-really?" he nodded before kissing me again "Really really"  he smiled, the most loving smile ever "Now can we eat, my pretty boy?" I giggled a little "Yea, I suppose we can" He gave another smile and continued unpacking all the food.

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Once we were done we cuddled up on the couch together and watched movies peacefully.

That is until Josh's phone started ringing.

"Hello?"

I waited patiently

"Speaking"

Must be important...

"Really?"

His face fell in shock 

"Josh what?" I questioned

He held up a finger

I sighed...

"Tomorrow?!"

A smile spread across his face]

"Tomorrow what?" I sat up fully

"Oh my gosh, thank you so much. I'll let him know. Have a great night" Josh rushed out "JOSHUA IF YOU DO NOT TELL ME WH-" "TYLER YOU CAN GET YOUR SURGERY TOMORROW!!!!!!" he shouted, my heart started to beat faster "Wait... what?" I was taken a back by his words "Tyler, There was a mix-up, you can get surgery tomorrow!!!" I started crying "Shut up!" I almost yelled "Baby this is great news!" I nodded my head at his words, "I'm gonna make it to the new year" I choked out, his smile widened and he let a few tears fall.

He brought me into a passionate kiss that lasted longer than I expected. 

"I love you so much" He mumbled against my lips "I love you more" I mumble back.

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"Tyler, Robert, Joseph?" My heart raced at those three words. That was me.

"Thats me" Josh held my hand tightly as we walked up to the nurse with the long brown hair...

Cassadee... That was her name, She was the one helping me through all this chemo shit.

"You ready?" She smiled at me "More ready than ever Cass" She nodded "Follow me then and we will get you ready.

Josh had to stay behind, I saw the worry flash over his face as soon as Cassadee pulled me with her. His hands folded in a praying gesture.

She led me to a normal room and instructed me to change and lay down on the bed, stuck an IV in my arm then left.

Moments later I saw Josh's head peek around the corner... I sighed in relief "Thank god, I'm so scared Joshie" He nodded knowingly "I know baby, I know" He kissed my cheek "Joshua! I told you to wait in the waiting room! We need to take Tyler to surgery" Cassadee scowled "I know Cass, I just wanted to see him beforehand"

Cassadee rolled her eyes "Well say your I love you's, Quickly were already 30 minutes behind.

He gave me a quick kiss on my forehead and whispered an 'i love you' to which I returned.

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"Alright. I'm gonna have you count back from 10" I nodded as she put the mask over my face and I breathed in the sleeping gas. and soon I was pulled into sleep.

Josh**

To say I was scared was an under statement.... I was petrified. what if something goes wrong... Or they mess up or don't get all of the cancer out. What if he dies.... All these what if's I lost track of time.

"Joshua Dun?" A male doctor called out, Nervously I walked up to him "Ye-Yea?" my voice shook, he smiled at me "He's still asleep, but you can see him if you'd like" I nodded vigorously.

Silently I followed him thought the horrid halls I've grown to despise. and into the small hospital room that I've seen one too many times. All the times we've gotten bad news we've been in this room. Hopefully this time it's good news...

I slowly walked into the small room, Seeing Tyler lay there, still breaks my heart. I silently pulled up a chair and grabbed his hand "You made it out Ty" I laughed...

"Hopefully it's all gone"

The door opened and Cassadee walked in, I stood up quickly "I know you can't, and are not allowed to, but please, please PLEASE tell me something good, Tell me you got it all, tell me he's going to get better, I'm sick of bad news Cass just give me something good"

she started laughing "You worry too much Josh" I roll my eyes 

"You're right I'm not allowed to say anything, But I can tell you you will be getting good news" She smiled before checking Tyler's vitals and walking to the door "Page me when he wakes up, I'll let you both know everything"

Then she walked out,

I sat back down next to Tyler "Did you hear that baby, It's gonna be good news!

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Long fluffy chapter there you go, next one will be up once I'm done camping. Good night!