We're Not Too Far Gone (Rick Grimes)

Chapter 9

We had been in this trailer for 20 days now, they gave us food, obviously to keep meat on us. Gareth kept his word and he came back everyday for me. The others couldnt stop him even though i knew they wanted to. He would just kill them if they tried. After the seventh day of it i refused to eat anything they gave us. Rick tried desperately to get me to eat, id take a bite then refuse the rest of it. I knew it was hurting him, but all i did was sleep, get taken out for a few hours, come back in and cry until i fell asleep again. It had come to that time where the door opened and there stood Gareth, he pulled me out and shut the door, he slammed me against it but today id decided id had enough. I turned myself around, pretending that i wanted it, I grabbed his shirt and pulled him against me, before slamming him against the door. "What the fuck are you doing you stupid bitch" He said. I laughed. "Getting back at you" I pushed him to the floor and kicked him where it hurts over and over again, everytime he screamed out in pain. I didnt stop til others came running and pushed me back into the trailer. Rick was stood with his arms open for me to come in crying like i usually did, but not today. He looked at me. "What happened?" He said when he saw me smiling. "I got him back" I said. I hugged me, "Well done" he said. "Theres only one problem" I said. "Whats that?" He asked. "He obviously didnt wear protection, i could be..." I didnt even want to think about it. The thought of being pregnant with his baby made me cringe. I felt Ricks arms round me. "If you are, we will find a way to get rid of it, Hershel should know how" He said and looked at Hershel and he nodded. "If you want to ofcourse" Rick added. "Well yeah, i dont want to keep his baby". Rick sat down and pulled me onto his lap. He just stroked my hair. Daryl and Charl had become a lot closer, i dont know if they were in a relationship but they acted like they were. I didnt even know what was going on with me and Rick, we acted like Daryl and Charl, but i didnt know if we were together or not...