Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Yes
Do you ever feel out of place?
Mostly
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
That's exactly how I feel
Do you ever want to run away?
Always
Do lock yourself in your room?
My lock is broken
With the radio up so loud
That no one heads you screaming
*Flashback*
My sight is blurring as tears still keep a steady stream down my face. Why? I don't know.
This morning, I woke up with tears in my eyes. You know that kind of cry when you don't know why. I felt full. Full of something unknown and I had the urge to let it all out. I felt like if I kept it in any longer then I would burst.
I turn on the abused radio that I keep on my bedside table for times like this. I turn up the volume as loud as it would go. Then... I let it go.
I scream
and scream
and scream
and scream.
I scream until I feel the pain. The pain of my lungs screaming for air. I'm out of breath but I still scream. No sound comes out but I still let it go. I keep it up until my neighbors were beating on the wall, telling me to turn this 'crap' down. Why should I listen? Nobody listens to me, then why should I listen to them?
Finally, my old radio dies out leaving me panting and out of breath, while hugging my pillow.
Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan
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This wasn't the best chapter. I was suppose to update this book everyday since the chapters are going to be short, but I was extremely busy yesterday :(
~ Mikayla
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