My Bestfriend and her Admirer [completed]

chapter 38- the talk

JIHOON POV

The past 2 days have been a bit quiet, Yoojung hasn't talked to me, but we're at school now and I knew it couldn't go on for longer.

 I always seem to find a way to get Yoojung running straight back to me and somehow i seem to be running back to her too.

it was lunchtime and i told the others to go eat first. i went to wait at yoojung's locker to see that daniel was already waiting for her.

the three of us walked together to the cafeteria, but i needed to talk to yoojung.

 "oh hey yoojung! we need to go see Mr. Jung at lunch remember?" i lied, hoping that she would catch on.

"no, we dont." she replied coldy.

i know she caught on but i guess she didn't want to talk to me yet. we continued walking to the cafeteria in silence. with daniel coughing and sniffling every now and then. i dont even know why he came to school today, one day rest was not enough considering he just got sick.

>>>

"yes! my mum packed me brownies" i say bringing out the brownies out from my bag, making sure yoojung could see them. she loved brownies. i knew she wasn't going to talk to me easily this time so i asked my mum to make them last night.

YOOJUNG POV

"yes! my mum packed me brownies" jihoon said with excitement. ughhh i love his mums brownies and he knows i do. i know he did this so that i would talk to him. ugghhhh i was going to wait one more day to talk to him but, his mum's brownies are too good.

"oh that's right Jihoon! i remember now! we have to go see Mr. Jung. we better go now!" i say as i take the box of brownies and walk out of the cafeteria.

JIHOON POV

HAH I knew it would work. it works every time. i thought to myself before smiling and following her out of the cafeteria. 

we walked as she ate the brownies. we ended up at the back of the school. where the garden was located. we sat down on the bench.

"so you're ready?" i asked.

"yeah..." she replied.

YOOJUNG POV

i want to tell jihoon the truth... but i dont even know what the truth is.

 doyeon is one of my bestfriends. i love her! but at the same time.. i hate her. the more i think, the more i realise. 

it's not that im scared to tell the truth.

 but i'm not actually sure what the truth is.

 do i want to tell doyeon how i feel towards her and end up having to be the one to leave the group? i didn't even know what i wanted out of this. 

 i wanted to have daehwi back by my side but it doesnt seem like that's happening.

 i could let that go. i knew i want daniel.

"so.." jihoon spoke up.

"okay how bout i tell you how i'm feeling and you tell me what i should do" i said.

"okay! sounds good" he said trying to lighten the mood.

"hmmmm well i like daniel obviously. i liked him before he told anyone he liked doyeon. i liked him before you probably knew him. then he told me he liked doyeon... so imagine i wouldve felt..." there was a silence.

he moved closer to me.

"i thought that since he wanted to get closer to doyeon, then i'd also have the chance to be closer to him too.. so i invited him to our gang. i wanted him to see me... like the way i saw him. i was hoping that the more he got to know me, then he'd actually like me. and i guess he does.."

jihoon continued to stare at the grass.

"and about doyeon being sick... i didn't know i was sick..i only realised it the day after you told me the my temperature was hot. if i knew that, i wouldn't have let her drink it."

jihoon pulled me into a hug. it was nice i guess.

  i told jihoon the truth. maybe only half the truth. i know that he deserved to know, even if it wasnt't everything.   

"i'm sorry... i had no idea about these things. you should've told me, i could've helped you. i'm sorry for raising my voice at you the other day" he said while patting my back.

"it's alright.. thanks for wanting to listen for what i have to say" i said with a light smile.

"you can tell me anything, you know that." he said

"i know." i replied, still in a hug. 

-

please comment your thoughts!

-